Teenage escapades

Sun, beach, fun!

2012-03-01T13:58:00.000+11:00

I've been finding things to do to procrastinate studying. Its only the first week of uni and I already have a quiz due! So far, Im doing a great job dodging my work because I'm absolutely hooked on this korean drama called Secret Garden and I can't stop watching it. What's with korean dramas when they make the guys so charming and sweet? They're like too good to be true! If I were born a korean, I would probably want to be an actress.. I'll probably fall for every actor who works with me. ><

However, it took me a lot of will power to off the tv and stop at episode 12. I will do this one last thing then I promise I'll start studying about my freaking brain and nervous system and etc, I swear. It feels like I'm in high school learning science again... its just x1000 harder with all the bombastic terms I do not even know how to pronounce this time. God help me please!

Anyway, Im already missing my babies back home.. + sweet sweet Lola too. I skyped with my mum the other day and Lola too. She was just tilting her head left to right when she heard my voice coming out from the laptop in front of her.. she must be wondering where am I. :(

My last 'holiday' was to LANGKAWI with ming and jo.

It was suppose to be an all girlfriends trip with the 5 of us but somehow the others were busy and couldn't join us.. so it was just us 3. It was quite fun nevertheless. We got sooooooo tanned! Even though I was the only one under the sun most of the time, somehow I didn't get sunburned at all compared to the other 2 roasted chickens! :D

Here are some pictures to indulge!

OH OH AND GUESS WHAT!
IM GOING TO LADY GAGA CONCERT BITCHEZ!!!
One direction is coming too.. still contemplating whether to go for that or not even though I love them to bits. But...... I'm trying to save money....... :(

Introducing Lola Chin

2012-02-11T21:25:00.000+11:00

She is a miniature shar pei.

My sisters and I bought her for my mothers birthday present this year. Since we have all moved out of the house, we thought it'd be nice to occupy my mum by giving her a new chance to nurture a new baby and perhaps even keep her company while we are away.

Lola was picked by me from a really good dealer (they have all kinds of breeds! ask me if anyone is interested in buying new dogs!). Initially I didn't want a miniature shar pei, I never even heard of this breed before. I was thinking of getting my mum a beagle or a pug instead. But when I saw Lola's brother at the pet shop along with the other dogs, I couldn't resist his face and I began to consider getting this breed!

The thing is, I wasn't sure whether my mum would like it as we planned to buy a dog without letting her know first and then give her a surprise. Shar pei's are like a hairless version of chow chows, they're so ugly until the extent that they turn cute.

The next day, I went back with my sister to see the dogs again. And thats when we saw Lola, she was so so lovable and she kept kissing my face and I just knew we had to get her!! Although, it was kinda hard to choose between her brother and her. It was obvious we both loved her at first sight, but her brother was crazy cute as well and it was kinda sad to separate both brother and sister.

But then certain things came into consideration, the pricing, the gender, the personality, the size, etc. And we took Lola home at the very same day.

She has been with us for 3 weeks now, and I'm dreading to go back Melbourne next week as she has only been in my life for a month and I'm leaving already. I am just as attached to her as she is to me and I honestly think I will cry like a baby when I leave. By the look of things, I'll only get to see her in Nov/Dec where she would be an adult by then.

I wouldn't be able to see her grow up.
I wouldn't be able to see how she gets her layers.
I wouldn't be able to experienced her being a teenager and see her do naughty things.
I just wouldn't be able to go through the whole process of her growing up... just in and out of her life every once in awhile. :( Mind you, we have dogs all our lives but very seldom we actually buy them as a pup.
What if she doesn't remember her childhood with me?? I'd be so devastated.

However, I keep reminding myself that she is for my mummy, my mummy is her mummy and I need to stop worrying and believe that she'd be in good hands while I am away...

We have a gazillion pictures + videos of her! Too bad I won't be able to keep taking them when she gets bigger to make a whole album out of her growing from a pup to a full sized adult. I'll ask my mum to try to take pictures though.

A pacifier, a gift from waisum! Everyone that came to visit her throughout this whole 3 weeks fell absolutely in love with her!

She loves to kisssss. I dedicate the song fire by Babyface to her lol.

Grooming time!!!!!

She loves to eat, sleep, fart and snore. Yes, she snores.

She loves to play catching with Mj the rabbit, but my 2 other dogs don't wanna play with her when she tried to get close to them. T..T

It's the eve of chinese new year!

2012-01-22T19:18:00.009+11:00

As I sit here waiting to go for our chinese new year eve dinner, I shall write bout our Penang trip since there is.. oh well, nothing else to do while I wait for my slowpoke of a family to get ready.

Penang was heaps of fun, I havent laughed so much and so hard in such a long time. It was truly what I needed to make my summer back here better. It was more enjoyable than our road trip down to Malacca few weeks ago, where we ate chicken rice ball, layer cake, putu pering, o-cien, char dao kuey, and the one and only SATAY CELUP *yums* all in a day.

In Penang, we ate twice as much we did in Malacca, and we were there for 3 dayssssss. :o There were food in front of my face practically every single hour it's insaneeee! I swear I've been eating way too much since I've been back.

The funniest thing was that when we were at the Penang bridge crossing over to the island, we set the GPS to find the location for our hotel. What we didn't know was that it was set to the same hotel but the branch in KL!!! So we were went round and round and ended up on the route back to the Penang bridge. -_-" And of course, there was no U-turning back until we reached the mainland so we had to pay the toll twice to go back to the island. Rofl.

Initially, just the four of us from KL.

To meet up with Shelbyyyyy! and Alex, who is not in this picture. Lol.

Stich and Bob Marley sleeping on our bed where Sooki, Valerie and I slept on.

Snoopy drinks and Snoopy cakes at Straits Quay. They kept saying I look exactly like Snoopy! Then after that say I look like Flintstone. The fuck??

ALL BULLY ME JUST BECAUSE I AM THE YOUNGEST IN THE GROUP. T.T

After we had seafood dinner at Tanbun (altogether passed the toll 3 times for the day since Tanbun is near Ipoh), we went to Batu Ferringi to have a drink at Mansion69. It is a hip bar where you can either sit inside with big vintage sofas, sit next to the pool or by the pool with the water(yes, see the pool?!) or sit by the beach with the sand.

We were chilling by the beach first then proceeded to the poolside to camwhore. :D I think it would be awesome-er if we had our bikinis so we could actually go IN the pool. Nevertheless, a super relaxing place to chill, really!

After a full day of eating, went to Alexs apartment after dinner to have pre-drinks of Jagerbomb and tones of camwhoring before we went to...

MOIS!! Some club which is supposedly the most happening one in Penang.

It was fuunn as we got a little high even before we reached. And our lovely Shelby got so drunk it was a super dramatic night but also incredibly funny as well. I won't post her drunk photos cos that would be rather.... mean.

Most of the pictures during daytime and while we were eating are mostly in Val's camera. So I don't have many. But these are a few of the food we ate! I didn't manage to take everything though cos sometimes.... like dinner, for example, I was too damn excited to eat first then to take pictures. ><

My Bi's!

Last but not least, omg he is gonna kill me if he sees this but good thing he doesn't read my blog I THINK. Just look at him lah! The night he came and disturbed and prevented us from sleeping till bout 5.30am. Rubbing his tummy and all... damn big already! And I look like I'm peeing in the toilet behind him, standing up. XD

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year everybody!

Hopefully, we would all win in gambling for the entire week, or better yet, the entire year!

Huat huat huat ahhh!

It takes time to realize..

2012-01-22T19:18:00.004+11:00

...how much some people have sacrificed for you to give you a better future.
...how the actions of your loved ones would affect you.
...how the actions of yours would affect them too.
...that everyone has a story to tell behind what you normally see.
...that sometimes some things are not meant to be.
...that getting hurt numerous times is also a way of healing.
...that even though you may feel like you are not good enough and you feel unwanted, there are people out there who are glad you exist.
...who is worth fighting for, who is for keeps, who is worth your time, and who is not.
...that you might not be as up to par with certain people, but there still are those who find you special.
...that maybe God has something else better in store for you when things aren't going your way.
...that it's not always just about wanting to be happy, because there is so much more to life.
...that you only stop learning until the day you die.

Its time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse.

2012-01-08T19:05:00.003+11:00

Everything does indeed change with time.

Even though I do not want it to end this way, it is out of my control. Sometimes someone comes into your life unexpectedly and changes everything, raises your standards, makes you ponder, and come to realization. There is something about that person you just can't put into words. And even though you're not together, you don't wanna let him or her go. However, it's been way too long. Dragging things along has made my heart bruised and broken and I'm tired. Who knows? It might take over 2 years of my life again... maybe more, maybe less, but I think it's time that I let you go as you have already started ahead and found something better. Because all endings are also new beginnings. What may have seemed to have ended has created something new; friendship.

What we have is rare, it's too beautiful to just throw it away. It's full of complications and confusion, and I guess thats what makes it interesting. I can't force things to go the way I want them to, but no matter where life takes us, I'll never forget my time with you. And as long as you cherish whatever we've been through, I will be happy too.

New Years Eve

2012-01-03T19:22:00.000+11:00

How did your NYE went?

Mine was pretty shit but at least it was shit with the right company, so it wasn't that much of a shit after all?

The thing is, I lost 2 items that night. I lost one side of my precious flip flop which I know sounds damn stupid but it fell out of the car and I didn't realize. HOWEVER, I managed to get it back as it was still there on the same spot for I don't know... 4 hours? Who would want to take only one side of a slipper right? And then... I guess I somehow dropped my new lime green pouch which I loved a lot in one of the bars we went bar hopping and someone must have picked it up. That, I never saw again. :(

At first I thought it was a bad sign for 2012 but now that I think about it, I lost them before 12am so I shall be optimistic and think of it as ending a year with bad luck and starting afresh. At least I feel better now trying to console myself to have a better year this year. :S

So glad we got to spend some time with waisum and sean too as they were on the same building!

Xxxxx.

Is it alright if I'm with you for the night?

2011-12-31T15:58:00.000+11:00

Well well well... it's the last day of 2011.

To be honest, it doesn't really matter to me. We get to change everyday in our lives, why do we need resolutions specially for new years when everyday is a new day to start over?

I wouldn't say this year has been a crappy one. Yes, it was hard and it was filled with longings and loneliness but it sure has made me learn so much even though there were many obstacles along the way. Starting a new life away from home was a tough one, I needed to adapt to my unfamiliar surroundings and accept certain things I wasn't use to. And it has changed me and opened up my eyes. It got better and I'm sure it will get even better along the way. Nothing stands still forever.

So it's a new day tomorrow regardless of the date, but since it's the last day to celebrate the end of 2011 and the beginning of 2012, it is still pretty special. Celebrate with your loved ones guys! It's a rare chance to end a day and start afresh a new one together with the people you love. You'll have to wait another 365 days to do so!

And most importantly, life's too short to be unhappy.
BE HAPPY!
& Happy new years. :D

Singapore Singapore.

2011-12-18T17:58:00.006+11:00

So I didn't really buy much and even the things I bought are mostly going to be used for winter in Aussie. Initially didn't plan on buying any winter clothing at all but they were selling it practically everywhere. I also didn't get to buy any colourful stuff but... I'm still happy!! Who wouldn't be happy with new stuff, right?

Our trip was pretty impromptu, I just suggested to go down only a few days before we actually left. Sudden suggestion mainly because..... I wanted to check out H&M. ._. Which actually didn't satisfy me at all, somehow or rather I wanted to buy practically everything in the outlet at Shanghai but nothing much from Singapore. Not nice already!! Maybe the season just wasn't nice or there are nicer clothings in Europe. After this I'm going to check out the website and pick clothings to ask Hocine to buy for me! Anyway, it's pretty common for people to take spur of a moment trips when they're on a holiday and plus plus, I get to see EE Irene and little cousin Daniel as well. So my mum and amanda were like, 'hmm, why not? Lets go.'

Dad booked us a nice hotel called Grand Hyatt once again. Just off Orchard road.
So convenient!

Say hello Abercrombie & Fitch models parading and promoting themselves outside the brands' new store at P shopping centre for bout, a week? I swear there were like 2 or 3 dozens of them just standing there letting us desperate girls drool over them. Kind of awkward if you think bout it, I mean I would be if I were to stand there half naked, letting all girls eye on me like they are about to eat me raw.

But whatever, CHECK OUT THOSE ABS LAH OKAY.

I don't really like white guys but they can change my perception when they have bodies like these. I like the right guy in the second picture. He carried those super petite small girls who weigh like a feather and self-portrait a few too. I was damn jealous. T.T They're all so tanned, bloody sweaty too but I didn't really care as I was quite happy to be touched!

It's quite sad because some of the guys were not that cute lol and all the girls wanted to take with certain guys only and the ugly ones would just stand there waiting to be taken a picture with LOL. I think this is a good test to see if you are really wanted or not. >< Will post up the other pictures of them on fb soon.

Clarke Quay. THEY CLOSED DOWN THE CLINIC BAR ALREADY!!

My aunt and uncle spent us japanese and steamboat 2 nights in a row.
Such generous hospitality. :)

Took the new jewelled cable car to sentosa just to look see look see since it's Amanda's first time to Singapore!

Chilling and camwhoring at our hotel pool, under a cabana which was so so comfy you could just fall asleep there and then the minute you lie down.

I think I look quite scary here and I like it.

And I took 2 hours just to upload all these because my laptop is having problems now so I don't feel like continuing anymore. Bye.

If this was a movie you'd be here by now.

2011-12-17T16:47:00.000+11:00

I was playing back a thousand memories,
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been goin' back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
'Til I came out
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

-Taylor Swift

Truly where all the love is!

2011-12-13T01:30:00.000+11:00

The only new decent picture we have, for now.

I just wanted to say, thank you for being there for me almost everyday, keeping me occupied and taking my mind off things at this period of time. Even if I somehow lure a certain topic into the conversation when you are trying your best to keep me distracted, you never pushed it away, you never got fed up with me but continued to give me support and tried to make me feel better instead. I know you have your own problems as well, but you carried mine along with yours too.

Thank you for giving me endless hugs and kisses to make me feel much loved, hugging me to sleep, and also singing twinkle twinkle little star to make me doze off like a big baby that I am! I feel truly blessed to have someone like you in my life. You've helped me take a big leap and helped me find a little closure, if you haven't already noticed. :)

And to the others who were there for a shoulder to lean on as well; those who tried to make me laugh (even those who kinda failed) and those who gave advice, your efforts have really made me appreciate you guys even more! They say friends are all you need to get through in life, and right now, I realised how lucky I truly am to have you guys in mine.

In situations like these, hugs will somehow make everything feel better.. at least for awhile.
It's NOT the end of the world though, I will get through this again!

2011-12-09T15:38:00.000+11:00

Heart, I wish you came with a power button. I’d turn you off and keep you safe in my closet. And I’d only take you out again when the timing and feelings were right.

Don't push away the people you know you really want in your life because one day you will push them so hard they really will walk away.

2011-12-05T19:41:00.003+11:00

Me feeling very 伤心 lately.. it's like I have so many loved ones around me who knows how to make me laugh myself silly, yet at the same time, something is missing. -_-' But like what they say, let time tell. I really really don't want this to ruin my holiday.. So I'm just going to let it be, take it as it comes and watch it as it leaves.

On a brighter note, I've done pretty okay for my studies! I was kind of in shock as I was pretty slumber bout the whole thing and not the usual panicky me. But I did try my best and looks like it paid off. :D Daddy is going to reward me with some $$ soon and also, I get to buy a new laptop! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee. After this, I'm going to investigate which model/version to get for MAC.

However, I'm so freaking sick now all I do is sleep a lot these past few days. I guess all these late night outs and coming home in the wee hours has officially taken it's toll on me. May God bless me with health please!!

Last Thursday at Zouk...
Thought I was turning into a grandma and was not going to feel it like how I didn't enjoy the last few times I went to a club, but surprisingly it turned out to be really FUN! We were actually happily dancing and grinding against each other on the dance floor until Ming realised.... she lost her phone. Her NEW one week old phone that is. Then the whole night turned damn sad already.. :( Stupid jerk who took it even knew how to text me back using her phone saying, 'I'm driving'. WTF?

These two will always have a place in my heart! <3

Do you notice I have my wavy hair back again?! :D

I have died everyday waiting for you.~~~~

2011-11-30T06:46:00.001+11:00

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn't.
Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

Grateful for Shazam!! ;)

2011-11-27T22:35:00.002+11:00

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How awesome is this song!! SOOO CATCHY. Reminds me of danza kuruno or something.
I like Brazilians and their music!

Life's good?

2011-11-21T05:59:00.002+11:00

No need to wake up at 7am and go to bed by 12am anymore for the next few months. HEHEHE.

It's been exactly a week since I've been back, pretty happy I got to spend time with the people I've missed while I was away. :) But of course, there are a few more I absolutely cannot wait to see as well! But I have pretty much a lot more time, no hurry.

Slept over at Jo's house on Wednesday, and we did some ridiculous stuff it was really fun!
Yesterday, spur of a moment decision to crash at the sisters place too. I didn't have any extra clothings or toothbrush on me, but good thing we are sisters, we share everything. :D

I kind of like the fact that I'm big enough to be able to sleep whenever I want now, don't have to lie to my parents anymore nor do I have to ask permission or as I would call it last time - BEG. One of the pros of not being a kid anymore.. a little bit more freedom is nice.

I had two weddings to go to this weekend. I cannot emphasize how much I despise going to weddings, it's always so bloody boring. The only thing I don't mind is when they play the slideshows or videos during dinner, it would make me tear a little bit.
Just.a.bit.

Of course, I know we're only so young but I just cannot wait to attend my close friends wedding in the future. Can I be maid of honor!? Let me give speech can! I would probably cry while giving speech. >< Somehow throughout the wedding last night, I couldn't help but wonder who might get married first amongst my friends and I. And I put my bet on Amanda Liu Ming Yao (cos her mum believes in early marriage? Like, what....) or Leanne Mong (Because, I just have a feeling). HAHAHAHAHA.
Let's see if I'm right when the time comes.

My beautiful big sister and I.

How gorgeous is her dress! She got it from Dotti in Australia. :)

With mummy!

A few of my many cousins I didn't know existed, from Canada. I think by the time I turn 40 or something also I will continue meeting cousins I haven't met before. And ok, I look a bit pei here already. So red like tomato!

My sister and I went to meet my bao bao(!!) after that to continue drinking. It would have been such a nice way to end the night if there weren't any dramas. -.-

Went back to my her apartment to continue drinking yet again and camwhore kowkow.

&& This is my fat-quite-high-face but still trying to show I can strike a 'smile'.

Sometimes all you need is a second chance, because time wasn't ready for the first one.

2011-11-19T00:54:00.004+11:00

One of my best friend told me something today.
How right she was.. and yet how wrong I wished she was.
Am I living in denial?
I know what I want but somehow, I am still stuck.
Help me out a little here, please please please!

Holiday!!!!

2011-11-17T17:01:00.000+11:00

So I am absolutely free now for 3 months.

Last month, when jie jie Lynn came to visit. We went on a road trip to Dandenong and Great Ocean Road. When I think about it now, I could have had so much more fun if I wasn't constantly worrying bout my exam! But nevertheless, it was pretty fun.

OH NOMNOMNOMNOMNOM, I WANT SOME SCONES AND DUCK NOW. T.T

Our little walkway to the entrance of our rented house. So narrow but full of lovely greens. The drive up to the mountain was spectacular, everywhere was just green and the air was fresh and it just smelled like.... trees. Lol.

Balinese style! So cozy and comfortable.

There were 3 bedrooms(with no doors!), a fireplace, a kitchen, a toilet, a living room, a dining room.

And outside, there is a farm with goats, ducks and chickens LOL.

They had BBQ outside too!

Probably the best game ever. It was so funny. And I can't believe they were all drinking throughout the whole night and I didn't even drink a sip because I had to 'study' before I got to bed. -_-'

While we were driving through the woods looking for koalas and kangaroos, decided to stop in the middle of nowhere to camwhore. With the 10 seconds 5 shots timer in my camera!

There are like a gazillion of these.. hehe sooooo funny. But not allowed to post up.

And then, we finally spotted koalas on the trees. Altogether 21 koalas and 5 kangaroos!
So cute it was still sleeping so soundly even though we were talking so loud.

And then its another few hours to see this, FREAKING COLD PLEASE until my ears hurt cos the wind was too strong. Pfft, no like.

1 down & 3 more to go.

2011-11-01T11:28:00.000+11:00

It has been a crazy week. Big sis came over to visit from KL on my entire one week study break! I had to balance between spending time with her and cramping my studying. But I managed!

And another 2 crazy more weeks to go and I'll be flying home. Thing is, my next 3 papers are only 2 days apart from each other and I haven't started studying on any which is making me pretty worried.

I'll go study after I'm done with this! Promise!

2 weeks ago; opening of Viva. I look damn sibeh ugly in the photos can!! T.T
I only like the fact that I am tanned and look quite brown in most of the photos. Hehehe. Diet and facial when I get back to Malaysia.

ANGELA WAS KILLING MY LEGS SITTING ON ME. :S

Anyway, still waiting for pics in Sams cam, she has a few nice ones in hers!

Hooked!!!!

2011-10-20T12:01:00.001+11:00

The Saturdays - My heart takes over.

One Direction - What makes you beautiful.
They're like, all so so so cute!! They're younger than I am but whatever, I love curly hair checkered shirt guy! His name is Harry, if I'm not mistaken.

Frankmusik ft. Colette Carr - No I.D.

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Havana Brown feat Pitbull - We run the night.
She's Australian! The music video is out, but without pitbull though. I think it's nicer with him in it.

Alexandra Stan feat Calprit - 1000000.

Les Jumo feat. Mohombi - Sexy
I love every song with Mohombi in it!!!!! Wtf don't let me embed the real music video. The video really very sexy!! -_-

Kelly Clarkson - Mr. know it all.
Still in the midst of waiting for her new album, I bet there are more nice songs in it.

Tinie Tempah ft. Kelly Rowland - Invincible

Michelle Branch - Loud music.

Demi Lovato - Give your heart a break.
I don't know wht they did to all the videos in youtube, make her voice sound like a 5 year old kid. :s Nevertheless, her whole album is amazeballs.. I'm so surprised.

Kaskade ft. Mindy Gledhill - Eyes.

Bruno Mars - It will rain.

Wang lee hom - 依然爱你
Of course he's in here! XD

Okay soo.. I'm just doing this to procrastinate my studying. Now that is done. I shall be gone. Good day.

Take a chance, a leap of faith, believe in something.

2011-10-16T01:17:00.000+11:00

I miss these two. Even though I see Denise in class but I miss Sam Sam. I got lots of things to tell you, fyi!! :)

Next week is the final week of class for this semester. Oh how time fliessssssss....... how come this sem pass by so fast? :s I'm done with all the assignments, I just need to really start studying now before my sister comes to visit us. If not I will not have the time to study, she's coming on my entire one week study break. :( And when she goes back on Sunday, my first paper is on Monday. Yes, I know I am dead. But I don't care, I'm still going on the roadtrip!!! (At least I hope I can).

So I've been thinking,

I'm pretty surprised at myself on how I'm doing here. Without supervision of parents, a lot of people here tend to go a little bit out of control. I mean seriously? The stories of people sleeping around, lagging behind in studies, going crazy with partying every weekend, taking drugs, etc. Hello? Wtf thank gosh I know how NOT to do sohai stuff. I go home every night and I still go paranoid with the groceries, studies, and thinking what to eat for dinner. I know I sound very 'aunty' but I think my parents taught me well. :D

.......... till that extend only I guess. Lol!

BY THE WAY,

Has anyone watched Real Steel? I loved it so much until I watched it twice. X.X Go watch if you haven't!!

So let me give your heart a break, there is just so much you can take.

2011-10-09T17:25:00.003+11:00

Sometimes I wonder if maybe we'll ever get back together, and then I realise that we'll never really be over, in a way it hasn't changed, but in some ways, it has, it’s not that we aren’t meant for each other, I think it’s just maybe we aren't ready for forever.

Melbourne Showground.

2011-10-05T15:18:00.001+11:00

One of the reasons why I love Melbourne sometimes is the places and things to do around here.
Yes, it might be boring, but it CAN be pretty entertaining at times. Especially when there are musical shows, the beach, the food, the festivals, etc. If only my loved ones back home were all here as well, it'd be pretty damn amazing. I wouldn't wanna go home! Not to mention it's nice to have a boyfriend to go dating dating with too. Hehehe I admit, I envy couples here.

Anyway, the showground was like a funfair, festival, zoo, theme park all at the same time!!

There were games to play, rides to sit, shows to see, animals to play with, fireworks at the end of the night. :D The only downside was that it was bloooooooooody crowded with families and their babies in prams, and the wind was so strong which was so so annoying. If it were in Malaysia, I'd be complaining bout rempits and the super humid hot weather. Here it's just the opposite, I don't know which is worse. :S Malaysia.. perhaps.. I guess lol.

There were many dog shows I noticed. This one was with German Shephards. One of my top favourite dogs of all time! How handsome do they look? The bottom left responses to the sound 'bup bup bup'. I said it and he straight away looked at me. Hahaha. And Matrix on the bottom right knows how to high 5. They were huge man, 40kg each. :S

I cannot get over how stupid these guinea pigs look, lolololololol.

Couldn't help it . >< They were just so big. And I mean the size of their bodies AND balls. 800 kilos, sit on me also I die already....

Hocine + Annie.

Elvis Presley, damn ugly.

Eunice my roller coaster ride partner since everyone doesn't wanna ride them all the flipping time! Is it true? Are small sized people less afraid of heights?

Look at all the toys and games and shit!!!!

So cutex trying to win one for Annie.

I won a dragon! Wanted a purple one which is x100 cuter but they said they couldn't reach it was too high up. The fuck?! I wanted panda, dog, elephant, etc too but at least I got one. Annie so poor thing, stuck with 2 tiny ones. Hocine won her the flower, I won her the frog. Hahahahhaa.

Cars, a hugeass Scooby Doo truck and bikers doing amazing stunts. Can't really capture them in pictures especially the bikers when they were flying up in the air. IT WAS SO COOL. Got them all in videos though.

Last but not least, fireworks!

Mystic Falls.

2011-09-29T16:37:00.000+10:00

I hate the fact that blogger doesn't allow me to post moving pictures!
But I just have to share this.

http://-mysticfalls.tumblr.com/post/10311311639
http://-mysticfalls.tumblr.com/post/8640894904

我爱你 !!!!

2011-09-27T18:24:00.003+10:00

I'm sure I've said this before, but I want to say it again lol.

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THE FEELING OF FINISHING UP AN ASSIGNMENT?!

The feeling of relief is probably one of the most marveling feelings in the world. I suddenly feel a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders. Even though........ it's only the second assignment I've finished so far, I still have 2 more to go. 2000 words each wtf! That's a lot for me okay. But tonight, nooo. Tonight I am going to relish the feeling of relieve for taking another baby step on finishing all these crap.

Here's a few pictures of last friday night at Loft.
It was FUN FUN FUN FUN!! I was actually kind of worried for gathering friends from different groups all together for the night, but they really hit it off even before we went to the club. Which was good cos everyone was so so friendly to each other. We're all friends now, yay! :)

That was the first time I actually stayed at a club until it was closed. :\ We went oldtown after that and headed home at 5am and slept when the sun was rising at 6am! I was mad tired the next few days, I swear.

I was too free.............. at the moment. >.<

Ok the 'old man' in the middle should be ashamed for hanging with early 20 year olds. Hahahah.

The best part was that we finally broke Janice's club-ginity!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. But technically, I think she broke it already lor since she went to the strip club already.

Hi Janice, I know you're reading this. Iloveyou. :D

Retail therapy tomorrow. I cannot wait.

2011-09-26T02:02:00.001+10:00

There is always one person you love who becomes that definition.

It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually.

This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable.

The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. but that person still wins. They win, and you lose.

Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.

Love Never Dies.

2011-09-18T21:03:00.002+10:00

Don't you just love it when you have something to look forward to on the weekends?!

Well, I do. It helps to get me through the week because I know I'll have something exciting to do after 5 dreadful days of reading/doing assignments/uni. I don't mean to make it sound THAT bad but, I just love weekends la ok. I feel happier and more relaxed on weekends.

So anyway, thanks to Amanda(!!!), I wouldn't have found out that Love Never Dies musical tickets are now 50% off. Only $65! I've always wanted to go watch it because I am a BIG BIG BIG BIG HUGE FAN of Phantom of the Opera. Of course I would want to watch the sequel of it, no? Plus, I wanted to watch this since it first started playing here which was in... May/June?

And now, I finally did!

The play was beautiful. The songs were good, Phantom of the Opera was better though but still, Andrew Lloyd Webber is the best composer ever! A good 2 full hours of entertainment!

Regent Theatre.

I remember they didn't let me camwhore inside the theatre last time, but now can already so I was camwhoring non-stop. :p

But of course, you can't take pictures of the play though.. too bad, it was so beautiful with all the colours and background setting and everything!

Look at the charm bracelet!! I love the mask and the heart.

I didn't buy it for myself though, hello? $30 bucks please and I don't even wear bracelets. David asked me to get it for him to give his friends. So I bought 2 boxes for him and took pictures of it first. >.< If only... if only... he would just give me the 2nd box of this. LOL. A girl can certainly dream, but where got people this nice one. -.-' They supposedly should have a locket on sale too but I didn't see it, I would have bought a locket if they had though.

Don’t spend your life waiting on the sidelines, get in the game.

2011-09-14T11:56:00.004+10:00

I have super awesome news to share!!

As some of you may know, I said I failed my journalism subject last semester.. right right right? Well, when I saw my marks, I was really depressed. First semester, first year at university, and I failed, so I was pretty down and felt quite dumb actually. But boy, that subject is pure h.e.l.l. okay? I would never recommend anyone to do it unless you like digging for your own news story, going to counsels, interviewing people, renting microphones and recorder, record your own voice for radio news like a sohai, etc. Then by all means, do it. -_-'

Journalism is just not my scene and I know I did really badly but at least I passed up all my assignments and I tried my best. So how could I have failed with such low marks(aint gonna tell you)? It was quite unbelievable actually. And after talking to Clinton the other day, I realised that maybe something was wrong with it. So I went to the unit coordinator and asked him to investigate. They recalculated my results and it turns out,

I DIDN'T FAIL AFTER ALL.

Motherfucker, all the staffs at the journalism course is just racist, careless, rude, etcetcetc, just bad!! I swear it totally ruined my first semester in uni just thinking bout my tutors and scary lecturer. But yeah, how could they make such a blunder right?!?! Mama told me to sue them for 'mental harassment'(which I thought was quite funny) or at least file a complaint. But I don't know.. kinda lazy to do all these stuff..

I am just so so relieved my results from last sem are okay now, and I don't need to do summer school and waste my time and money. I ALMOST applied for summer school though, can you imagine what a waste it'll be if I went to summer school when I never failed anything? Jeez. I was trying to come up with ways to tell my dad about it for the past few months.. but now, heh, I can finally tell him bout my results cos he still doesn't know. >.<

Okay enough of that.
So 2 weeks ago, we were suppose to go fishing out in the sea.
Everything was booked and planned but when we were already in the car going to start our roadtrip, the fishing people called and said it was too windy to go out to fish. I couldn't believe my ears, I thought Noah was pranking us. But oh well. :(

We still made it to Mornington but played at the beach, wasn't entirely dressed for that though! :( And then up to Dandenong to see the sunset. It was a long long day, but fun!!

Oh and, looool. I spent 2 hours trying to find this song I heard in the car while I was sleeping, the ipod was shuffling so we didn't know which song it was. And the ipod had like 2000 songs in it. -_-' I finally found it in the end while we were on the way to dinner and when I came home to download it. I realised I already had the whole album in my Downloads folder and the song was in it. -_- Bimbo pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

But do check out David Guetta - Toy Story. He's so awesome, I love electros!

Made a pitstop at Brighton Beach.

At Mornington. They had these small colourful bedrooms all in a row, it was so adorable!

A german shephard and a... I dono what dog is that but they were both so cute fetching and running around together.

There is like, dozens of these.

She had a mermaid with an actual FACE and I had triple boobs wtf!! Unfair.

So prettyyyy. Pink & blue, omg.

Lazy to post up the rest, check out my fb album to see more pictures. (:

Going to watch Love Never Dies musical this Friday, I am so so so excited! Love it when I have something to look forward to on the weekends to get me through the weekdays!

It's Friday Friday, gotta get down on Friday.

2011-09-10T12:40:00.003+10:00

Nothing is better than home and I still miss it. But honestly, I've kind of adapted living here already and it's not that bad. Besides the workload, uni has been okay too. The people are nice, and we've slowly started to be less shy around each other. And best of all, I've found myself hanging with a bunch of people almost in a weekly basis now, and the feeling is really nice! They make me laugh all the time and I can easily be my jakun self around them!

So last night was kind of hilarious.

Sam was joining us for the first time for dinner.
But I had to go Sims place to collect some stuff first and she accompanied me. And we had like, a hell of a time finding both the restaurants the others went to to meet up with them, they changed venue 2 times because everywhere was full! And top of that, we were freezing our ass off and were super hungry. In the end, we all met at Federation Square and ate at a pricey restaurant with small portions of food. T.T

After dinner, it rained yet again. Sam went home though. :( Got on the tram to go QV to get my fries cos I was still hungry! Otw there, while we were happily playing with our umbrellas(lol) Noah realised his wallet was missing. He ran back to the restaurant to find it and we just chilled at Max B and waited for him. He came back saying he didn't find it at all and we thought someone must have pick pocketed him.

Its not bout the money or the movie tickets that were in it, but credit cards, atm cards, driving license, shit! that sucks man. I felt so bad for him. :\ Just as he was about to call the bank to stop his cards, the BANK CALLED HIM. Turns out, the tram driver found the wallet and called the bank straight away to report a missing wallet!!! What are the odds of him getting his wallet back man? I find this fascinating because Australians are seriously very honest people. I mean, I knew that but this just proved it altogether. I think if it was in Malaysia you'll never see it ever again. So Abhi and Noah went to collect the wallet at Flinders while we stayed at Max B. Yong Le ordered waffles (lololO) and the movie already started so we were like, 'it's ok, we're gonna be half hour late anyway by the time they get the wallet'.

Before the waffles came, Noah called and said they got the wallet ady and were otw to the cinema. 4 of us at Max B were like O.O, 'faster go get the waffles!!!!! self-service! its waiting on the counter! ' and Angela took a picture of us..

...attacking the delicious waffle in a minute. I swear it was SUPER FUNNY because we were obviously rushing and were feeding each other bananas, strawberries, ice cream and waffles. And on top of that, it was hard to eat it fast cause the ice cream was cold! Hahahahah. Laughed like shit please. After we finished it, we ran across the road to the cinema and they Abhi and Noah weren't even there yet. -______-

Anyway, we were bout 15 minutes late and had to argue a bit with some other people who took our seats but Horrible Bosses was so good!! It was funny as hell I loved it!! I want to watch again!!

I'm so glad we watched this instead of Final Destination 5.
*edited*(ok, just watched it, in bloody 3D, sucked like craze!)

Happy Merdeka!

2011-08-31T15:57:00.006+10:00

How patriotic......... :)

My first time not spending Merdeka Eve with my loved ones back home, especially Khai. :( We always celebrated Merdeka together, it was just another excuse for us to celebrate something. However, since there are so many Malaysians here in Melbourne as well, there were 2 events!

The one at Fusion was with Dj Eva T, Terry Tan, Funzku, etc.
The one I went was at Billboard with Dj goldfish.

Honestly, I didn't care who was in the house or whatever, I just went to have fun. Which, I kinda did actually until the end of the day..... when people got seriously drunk, I was worried sick!!! I mean I get high myself but not drunk, and after awhile I'll be okay. But it's kinda frustrating when people go CRAZY drunk, shouting, screaming, making a scene. :\ Encountered with many drunk people for the past week. I FINALLY know how my friends feel when I got drunk all the time back home and they have to care of me. Thank you guysssss!

Anyway, so I slept over at Werns place that night, or should I say, morning lol.
She snored like a piggie. xp

Pictures from the other days..

OKAY, SO.

I'm really going to be done with nightlife already, going to catch up with movies and etc for the next few weeks instead. And also get going with my studies of course. I think a short break is coming up? Omg, I need to go shopping!!! I haven't bought a single clothing/shoe/bag/accessory since I came back here wtf. Miracle right? ~.~ And I'm also planning to head to the beach, stay over at Sams place, and prolly just shop shop shop. Hehehheeehe.

I have something to look forward to this weekend!
IT'S GOING TO BE A REAL FUNNY EXPERIENCE.
WAIT FOR ITTTTTTTT. :D

Regulate.

2011-08-30T00:09:00.001+10:00

Whatever happened to 'drink slowly and enjoy it'??

I didn't take every single picture of whatever I drank la, I already felt quite jakun taking all these already >.< but seriously! Every drink is a shot now or else you'll have to down whatever else. :s

Even though I did not even drink half as much as other people, am not THAT crazy but.. I still think I have too much alcohol in my life right now. I think the worst one I had was called 151. Wtf, 80% alcohol content. It was super duper strong until it tasted horrible!

Going to stop after tomorrow, and have too much smoothies instead.

Been feeling so so so unhealthy with the drinks, cigarettes, and fattening foods. I don't eat greens, and I love fried stuff. I don't even go to the gym like everyone else! My stamina is all gone. I think I'll turn obese by the time I turn 30!

Will someone please inspire me to live a more healthy lifestyle?

Same faces, just different situations.

2011-08-28T18:45:00.001+10:00

I finally set my priorities straight.

I now know what is important, what I'm looking for, who I should be with & who is worth my love.
Life is too important to get serious, but it's also too short to waste your time away.
Whatever comes, comes.
If you feel the same way, join me.
X.

Mr saxobeat

2011-08-25T17:51:00.008+10:00

We come from around the world! Mauritius, Malaysia, Korea.

Malaysia is right smack in the middle, duh. :)

I was perfectly fine with all the previous shots. But this stupid green ABC totally killed me.

Thanks Sam!

We did something quite ridiculous that night. By the time we got back to my place it was already 3am? And we were starving so we walked out to buy kebab, and the kebab place was damn bloody far la actually it took us bout 45 minutes to go and come back! I think I know why we took so long d.. Sam kept falling down in the middle of the road, 3 TIMES. :p

Our gigantic cocktails from the bar at Crown Casino.

(I bet a lot of you seen this before, I always take pictures of it!)

Korean bbq!

The only beer I'll ever enjoy drinking!

Taking a break now from the workload because I just finished my second assignment.

Everytime I finish one, it's like a huge weight is being lifted from my shoulders. And, I also feel as if I deserve a break even though the quality of the essays should be bout a credit only, but I honestly don't care because I'm not an assignment type but more like an exam type of person, weird huh.

So anyway, my social life has kind of gone down to zero.

But I've watched Cowboys & Aliens the other day, which SUCKS SO BAD. Omg don't waste your money going to watch stupid alien movies even though the cast is good.

I've also watched Friends with Benefits, which was pretty funny.

Finally watching a sex based movie in a cinema where they don't censor any scene at all. Dear friends back in Malaysia, I suggest you should just download or buy the DVD for this movie. That is, if you really wanna see Justin Timberlake's bare ass all the time and Mila Kunis small breasts. Her eyes are amazeballs though, if only I had eyes that huge. She's beautiful! Olivia Wilde in Cowboys & Aliens as well, they're both just so bloody beautiful! *hmph*.

Time passes by so quick. I've already been here for 5 weeks! Another 9 or 10 weeks and I'll be going home! Yay. Was kinda discussing with Mp just now, I might fly down to Perth next year for a holiday during our break and she might fly here at the end of the year to see me. How awesome is that? Let's just hope it'll really happen..

Has anyone heard of The Voice by the way??

Judges: Blake Shelton(love love), Christina Aguilera, Cee lo, and Adam Levine(LOVE LOVE LOVE!!)

And MC is Carson Daly from mtv TRL sooo many years back.

The concept is totally different and a 100000000 times better than stinking American Idol.
Which is so ridiculous, gosh, how I hate American Idol. -.-' No sohai auditions, but real good singers competing to be Americas the 'VOICE'. And the best part is, they get to choose which judge to pick to coach them which puts pressure on the judges and the singers as well! And they're not sarcastic and mean.

Go watch!

Time to go read a book.......... NERDD, I KNOW.

I'd rather eat veggies everyday than climb another bloody mountain.

2011-08-15T15:22:00.002+10:00

Today is just one of those days where I don't feel like seeing nor talk to anyone. Been having this feeling for quite some time now.. I hope I'm not falling into depression or something?!!

Plus, yesterday was Mings birthday. :( This is the first time I'm not there to celebrate with her for her birthday and it felt so weird, it's like I'm missing out on something. Nevertheless, hope they had fun without me.

However, I did do something productive though.
Went to Dandenong to climb 1000 steps. Somehow or rather, I was expecting a big compound area with continuous steps, like those steps you climb in China to go up high to see a tomb or temple or whatever? I never expected this to be in the forest. I swear it reminded me of the jungle trekking we did in FRIM. T________T

TIRED LIKE CRAPPAAAAA!

Since I'm a smoker and I haven't exercised in like a gazillion years, my stamina is all gone. Nattttt gud. :\ At least I did it, 1000 steps up, and another 1000 down. First time I sweated so much since I came here so it was a really good exercise to me LOL.

Not to mention, had to climb up the slopes to the steps some more! Ahh! Torture. Never going back there again. Because yes, I am a princess.

One Tree Hill !

I actually found it quite annoying at first when you had to stop halfway to let people go through. But after awhile, I felt grateful so that I could stop to catch, my, breath. Because it's a bit malu if I stopped out of the blue and let other people behind pass through. They must think I'm damn lousy for such a young girl. Which I am.........

Check this out.. Lol. I cannot bathe properly now. Put this feet up on the tub and bathe so that it doesn't get any water. Damn pain can!

By the way, my sister helped me dye my hair back to black! Haha she was so 'pro' with all the hair clips and etc. The black gradually faded so it's not as black as it was the first few days after I dyed. Looked like a witch last week. But I'm so happy with it right now.

:)

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea. If I drown tonight, bring me back to life. Breathe your breath in me, the only thing that I still believe in is you, if you only knew.

2011-08-09T22:59:00.001+10:00

Sorry, I'm just so so so emo I can't stand myself. I feel like going back Malaysia right this second. I swear if someone gives me a plane ticket, I wouldn't even pack and just take a taxi straight to the airport. :\

LETS MAKE THIS A WEEKLY THING PLEASEEEEEE. ♥♥♥

2011-08-08T22:07:00.001+10:00

Moments.

2011-08-08T22:00:00.000+10:00

I miss being younger(than I already am). I don't like uni life, it's tough. I would probably hate working life even more. Can't we stay in high school forever? :(

I miss all the times where our classmates/school mates would hang out together outside school compounds. See each other 5 days a week and we still won't be sick of each others faces! We would plan outings, birthdays and reunions. Then everyone would happily spend time together, have laughters and good company.

The good old days!

Graduation.

There is 2409283 other shots but I chose the one which is a bit sengek and a bit blur because this is the only one of us throwing our hats! Some of us anyway..

When we went Penang.. swam, played, sang, even cooked our own steamboat for dinner back at the apartment!

Our cheerleaders doing what they do best. That was some scary shit being up there LOL.

Ice skating!

Prom

Gatherings

Spending new years eve together.

Collecting SPM results.

Birthdays.

The random hangouts!

2011-08-03T15:31:00.002+10:00

My new twitter picture.

I've been spamming my twitter like crazy for the past week, something I don't do often last time. But oh well, as soon as I hit 3000 tweets, I think I'll at least try to cut down.. am officially a twitter whore. NooOoo!

So anyway, it's nothing big but I HAVE to say this.

I lost my precious precious leather gloves. :(

Bet you're thinking, 'wtf' right now, right?

Probably on the tram because I remembered while we were all waiting for the tram, it was freezing cold, so I took out my gloves and was so happily asking my friends, 'NICE RIGHT NICE RIGHT?' Lol. And then, when I went up the tram, I took if off.. must have accidentally dropped it on the floor without realizing and now... it's gone. :(

But the weather is so nice now, it's not freezing cold anymore, feels like spring already!! I don't need the gloves but jeez.. I feel so uneasy knowing it's not with me anymore. Got it from Shanghai some more! :\

So anyway,

I SO HAPPY I TALKED ON THE PHONE WITH MY BABY GIRL FOR 1 HOUR PLUS LAST NIGHT. You are my rock. <3

INDIAN FOOD TONIGHT OH MY GWAAAAAAAAAD. MY CRAVINGS OFFICIALLY SATISFIED.

Up in heaven @ Mount Baw Baw.

2011-07-30T23:57:00.012+10:00

This is SUPER embarrassing but look at me... clinging on the sticks for my dear life, trying to get up. Freaking hard ok!

And this is when we were at the kids section(look at the kids around me -.-) and I accidentally stopped the whole slide thingy cos my stick was in between the wheels. Lololoololol.They did better than Ann and I and we were so so embarrassed!

"HONEY, I'M STUCK IN FRONT OF THE TREES! "

" HONEY, HELP ME GET UP LAH PLEASE!! "

"OH YEAAAAAAAAH, I'M GETTING THE HANG OF IT. "

"HONEY, WHY YOU JUST NOW DIDN'T WANT TO HELP ME :( "

Haha so it was lots of fun. Skiing is a really dangerous sport, quite expensive too but it's very fun if you know how to ski properly, which I so do n.o.t. But when I finally mustered the skills and skied smoothly(kinda) a few times, the feeling is damn blardy nice! It's VERY tiring though, we were skiing non stop for bout 5 hours, I guess that's why we are half dead now at home. Plus, it's a 3 hour drive up and back home and we left at 7.30am this morning.

As you can see, Ann and Hocine snowboard while I skied. Lots of funny stories, Hocine was a somewhat professional and he spent most of his time trying to teach us while he could have gone up the REAL slopes to do some REAL snowboarding, made me feel so bad. :\ And Annie and I still never fail to make a fool out of ourselves!

I did not have any proper attire for snow cause they're all back home in Malaysia! So I had to use Hocines jacket which was like, so humongous on me I looked like a little girl lost inside but at least it kept me warm. And AT LEAST it was so much better than the very first time I went skiing at Korea, I had to wear a banana ski outfit!!! *the horror*.

Annie almost fell into a pool of water which was super hilarious if you have seen her face.
My face expression should be hilarious too(thats what they said) if you have seen me flying from up the hill to the bottom and panicking when I didn't know how to stop and there was a big rock in front of me. It should have felt NICE that I skied super duper fast but all I could think of was how bloody AFRAID I WAS. I swear I could have broken my legs with the way I landed = Fell down on purpose.

But I guess that's what Annie and I kept doing the whole 5 hours... we kept falling down to stop. Haha. Actually I can't really tell the stories because it wouldn't be funny if I told it, when it was there and then then it would. SO... am not gonna say much if not I sound like a fool trying to amuse myself.

All I can say that it was tiring(tired until I was SWEATING inside) but fun. We're going again this coming Saturday again. :) Maybe this time I'm just going to pay $70 bucks for the damn lifts so I don't need to climb up the hills over and over again with such heavy shoes which I cannot even walk properly on and heavy skis! Save so much time + energy!

Oh and yeah, the next day we all woke up with super sore arms, thighs, calves, etc. Everything was aching. Prettyyyyyyy good exercise, people!

Can't believe he actually recorded while snowboard at the same time!

Another one of me trying to get up, as usual. -.-" Ok, the every single time I fall down right... I HAVE to take off the skis because I would not be able to get up if I don't. Hahaha. Oh, and I kinda saw him but thought it was a girl so I asked my sister, "WHO IS THAT BITCH TAKING PICTURE OF ME FALLING DOWN!? "..... "Oh, it's Hocine!"

FOOD ♥

2011-07-29T19:29:00.003+10:00

A week back and I already ate most of the food I was craving for a month! Yeah yeah, fat again already but whatever!!
Food always comes first.

Hotpotttttttt!!

I love the fact that it is eat.all.you.want. I could just go there and order plate after plate of lamb and beef slices and that's it. Omg, next time I take picture of the garlic sauce to show you guys how awesome it is. #GarlicLoverPower.

Cottage pie and fish & chips at Miss Marples!

Cant forget the Scones! Yum yum yum..

Even bought the signature strawberry jam back and baked our own scones to eat with it. NOT BAD! Considered damn nice already lor.. just don't know how Miss Marples does it soft, ours is hard. It was still good though! I ate majority of it within 3 days. :S

GREEK FOOD!

Lamb and chicken platter + pita bread + fries + 4 different types of dips, I swear this is like the best food ever.

Max Brenners hot chocolate..

I was craving most for this bcoz I lub chocolate. :)

Ok I didn't order this but I was so blardy tempted to eat it but restricted myself because I was so so full from dinner already. All I did was scrape the chocolate off the plates and licked them. Lol.

Italian risotto at Lygon St.

I haven't had my INDIAN FOOD YET. When I get to eat that, my cravings would be complete. but that wouldn't be in this week though. The pictures are not really clear too.. cause I'm so lazy to bring out my camera these few days.. I guess I won't camwhore so much anymore, only for the foods heheehe. (I think my period coming lar I eat so much)

Okay I'm going to eat pizza now, BYE.

You feel lonely not when no one cares about you, but when someone you expect to care doesn't care about you at all.

2011-07-29T00:50:00.006+10:00

I THINK I look quite tall here.. hehehe.. pictures can be so deceiving I swear. With the right angle and everything, it's so easy to perceive something that's not real. Anyway, the weather here is so cold, the other day it went down to 3 degrees I swear I wanted to d.i.e. Noah said my knitted sweater looked like a blanket by the way.. wtf, men with no fashion sense. 8)

So surprise surprise, I've been a little down lately.
Everyone has been through regrets, and then you learn from it, no? But I feel as if I've kept making regrets after another perpetually and I never ever learn from any of it. This, I feel might just be the second biggest one of all.. Hell, I might even be making one right now that I'll regret in a few months time! Zzzz, I'm so confusing I even confuse myself sometimes.

When I'm out with friends for dinner, a movie or a drink, my mind doesn't think about him, not entirely anyway. At least I would be happy with the company I'm having, happy to be free from hurting inside. But when I'm all alone when I get home, on the tram listening to music, or while I lie on the bed at night.. my mind just keeps wandering back to him only. It stings like a bee, makes me sad and wonder about all the decisions and mistakes I've made, what could have been and what can't be.

My days go by like this..
Whenever I'm alone, I'll be thinking what would he be doing at the moment and hoping he'll communicate with me at the very second. (I sound so desperate, right? omfg. -.-) And when he actually does, and I mean in ANY way, even if it's on twitter lol, my whole day lights up and I'll start smiling to myself. I feel as if my day would be complete.
When he does not or when he suddenly doesn't reply me, boom boom boom.. I emo, duh. Don't mind me, I still don't have the right balls to strike a conversation with any guy first since... forever. ._. I always wait for them to come to me. I AM TRYING THOUGH. I really do want to make the first move. In this case, I think I have to lor if I really wanna know the answer since he already made the first move last time, why would he wanna do it again if I might even have scarred him at the time? -.- I always think about it but when I ask myself to do it, I just can't seem to will myself too because I am a c.h.i.c.k.e.n. So yes, everyday it has been like this.

Hoping.. hoping.

I remembered asking God to give me a miracle. Everyday for months, I pleaded him to give me a miracle. He really did answer my prayers. Ungrateful and fickle minded me.. I changed my mind that I didn't want it anymore and turned my back on his gift. And now... something tells me I'm pretty sure he won't be giving me the same miracle I once asked for. Why would he anyway?

I don't deserve it.

The chance has come and gone. He would never be given to me on a silver platter anymore, everything is just not right. Especially the location and time. I'm surprised he even forgives me for hurting him, for that god awful past. Or is this just all an act to be nice with me just to get revenge? Fuck, I hope that's not the case.

Honestly, how much I wish to vent this to someone, to tell someone how I feel and I need words of comfort, anything to make me feel at least slightly better. But oh.. I don't know. There is no one here I feel like I really want to share it with. It just feels.... weird. The people I have in mind right now.. I really can't imagine telling them any sob stories. They'd either say,

'FUCK HIM YOURE IN MELBOURNE MAN.'
'DUDE, SERIOUSLY. ENJOY UR LIFE HERE WHILE U CAN. '
'DON'T EMO LA. LET'S GO DRINKING. FIND A GUY THERE. '

Any other answers that are similar to those. So, I keep it to myself mostly.

I SURE AS BLOODY WELL HOPE THIS IS JUST INFATUATION. Just like the last time. Or was it...? Maybe I never really stopped loving him which brings me to where I am right now. Sigh.

The funniest thing I heard so far since I got back.

2011-07-27T17:34:00.000+10:00

My lecturer was saying there would be a small red triangle at the corner of certain slides to indicate that the content in those slides are important and should be noted. And then she told us a story of a student that came up to her and said,

"The slides I printed have no red triangles at the corner at all, they have black ones instead."

Lecturer asked, "Did you printed it in black and white??"

Student said.. ".....yeah. "

HAHAHAHA FUNNY OR NOT? I FIND IT SO STUPID IT'S DAMN FUNNY. LMAO.

I can't seem to get over this video too! Keeps me laughing all the time.

Goodbye Malaysia...

2011-07-26T01:13:00.006+10:00

I never fail to make sweet sweet memories whenever I'm with my friends even though this time, I was going back and only for a month.. Even though I am making new memories here and they are equally enjoyable and full of laughter, but it will never be the same as the ones I make with you guys present. :)

I didn't got to meet up with everyone I wanted to and I regretted not spending as much time with a few of them when I should have but... at least most of them, I did. :)

Another 4 more months and I'll be home again! They say it'll be like a blink of an eye, I hope so too.

Our impromptu Genting trip...

Pictures from the Ipad..

Hahahhaha BFL.

When we were all yumcha ing at MJ cafe.. Phang Meng came and announced he drove the estima and suggested to go up Genting. We were all like huh? and a minute later, everyone was like 'OKAY!' So everyone went home, grabbed a jacket and up we left at 1am.. talk about spontaneous. Some more Ming and Jessie each had to work the next day at 8am, so they were the most spontaneous of us all. lolol. It was fun fun fun, everyone slept in the car on the way down despite Pm's crazy driving and got home at 5am. We should do this more often!

-
GIZA..

Blardy lychee beers..

Sum and I went late, about 10pm? While the boys were already there since 7pm. They were playing games and downing all these like water only because it\ was only RM1 for one! Wtf right? They have this special rate thing everyday I think. And it's from 7 to either 10/11pm. Go check it out! It's the bar next to OverTime(I have no idea what's the name of it, I'm not sure about anything concerning it actually LOL), the one with the swings. :)

Anyway, they kept downing and downing and downing and asking us to do it too because we were late.. There was seriously a lot more from where that came from. Everyone got damn high and ended up sleeping at the mamak but Boon keat ended up puking on the road side like water hose lololo..... disgusting. He fell sick the next day.

This is damn cute I cannot tahan!!!! LOVE U.

Changkat..

At Palate Palette.

Our food sooo nice.. enlarge to see!

Love love.

Best boy friends.

Boyfiee!

The best childhood friend anyone could ever ask for. :D

Hopefully my ski trip this weekend to Mount Baw Baw is going to happen! Will definitely blog bout it if I really get to go. :)

AND I'M WATCHING CAPTAIN AMERICA THIS THURSDAY BITCHES. :D:D:D

Love is in the air.

2011-07-18T02:27:00.006+10:00

My dear friend,

my love for you is irrevocable.

You give me one of the deepest friendships, the kind you cherish all your life. You've taught me so much, took care of me, and talked so much sense into me for the past 6 years. You're probably my only mentor, my big brother and my best friend all together in one. You've made me grow, to see things in a different set of eyes. I'm so happy to have found someone who understands me as well as you do, so happy to have found someone who earned my own mothers love, so happy to have found someone who doesn't mind all the silly things I say and do and still wishes to include me in his life every way possible. And now you've found yourself someone so special, so rare, and so wonderful. I couldn't be more happier because I love her too. :)

-
Anyway, it was my baby girls birthday yesterday. We partied on Friday at Reggae Bar and spent some time together at WIP last night. I love her too!! :D Omg don't think I simply love everyone okay, it's just that I like to talk about the special people in my life. The ones who will forever hold a place in my heart and those whose presence constantly reminds me how lucky I am to be apart of their lives too. Ok conclusion is, my friends are all freaking awesome. We have our dignity, we don't so bad things, we care and we know what is right and what is wrong.

However, we do have a few minor sins lol. But it's not like we do drugs or shit unlike some dumb ass people. But yess, I'm going to lay off with the alcohol already, I feel like drinking 3 nights in a row is making me dumber. But oh, life is so fun now I.don't.wan't.to.go.back.and.study! Sigh.

I remember she just kept kissing and saying she loves me over and over and over again.
You seeee, I knew what was going on please. Was just having a headache. LOL.

A pink camera as a pressie!

Kenho and Aizzat kept posing behind her in so many pictures I got fed up I took everyone from the top.

I would like to share my stupid looking yongsui face with everybody....Sup.

Rainie and I. My favorite picture of the night. :)

Sam is so sweet to put a heart shape to cover my vjayjay. haha.

That night didn't start of great but at least it ended with everyone happy. It was my first time there, I love all the crazy colourful graffiti walls, gave the place an even more ghetto look. The music was oky but it was too freaking small with lots of hamsap backpackers and angmohs.. lucky to have the guys to protect us. And the dance floor/bar/walkway was all super tiny. Danced for 2 minutes and was sweating all over already. Poooh. But oh well, I wouldn't mind going back there as long as it won't be on a Friday night.

Hope you had a great birthday dear. The shots I bought seemed to have backfired on me. Hahahaha!

Oh let me shake it shake it, oh polaroid it shake it.

2011-07-15T21:03:00.002+10:00

First of all,
I thought Harry Potter 7 pt ii. was better than Transformers! REALLY. SO UNEXPECTED despite how much I loathed pt i. I thought it was pure shit. But in my opinion, this new one is so much better. They made the whole movie just so damn s.a.d until I teared. I won't be surprised if there would be a new show called "Albus Potter and the ... ". Ha! Spoiler for youuu! Don't you hate this blog? :p

Second of all,
I'm glad I chose to go Zouk in the end cause I was a little reluctant to but it was super fun can! I even started dancing barefooted on the podium. .__. That was how much I danced cause my heels cut my toes. Nevertheless, fun fun fun! Young adults like us should indeeeeeed have fun when we have the chance cause I definitely don't see myself partying this hard in a few more years. Oh oh! We even went to eat char siew min + shiong tong lala after that, so yummy I swear. Ngeeeeeeeeeeeeek.

The best part was that we didn't have to pay a single cent the entire night. Free flow baby!

The funniest part was when we were all at Charls house getting ready and Chris kept spraying the damn hairspray and hair gel on his hair so many times until Charls mum said, "omg, your hair is going to fall off tomorrow Christopher!" + "please don't contaminate the water in the kitchen!" Rofl.

Love dancing with him. :) Show you why later....

Way before we got all high.

They say we look alike in this picture, do we??

Jonathan, Jackie and Charlson. I notice they like to hug each others waist! -.-

This is why! Haha so cool! Attracted a lot of attention. ;)

Mika and I

Omg the stupid 2 strand of hair damn annoying! Faster grow!

Shelby, Christopher, Charls, Wilson, Sabrina, Hui Leng, Jackie, Eugene and Kelly.

Jesse and Phang Meng is missing!

And I just realize I'm the youngest one in the group. :\

Another round of drinks tonight and tomorrow to celebrate my baby birthday! Wheeeee.

Everybody's looking for that something.

2011-07-14T17:59:00.010+10:00

Can't stop listening to Westlife songs ever since karaoke yesterday. Am going to try to download all of their albums soon!

But connection so bad man, I swear it was chaos the night before we were due to leave Bangkok. Came home to find our router was fried by the thunder, couldn't find badminton rackets when Melvin came to collect them, and I had no luggage to pack for the trip. My mum was trying to call the internet people but it was close to 7pm already and they were closing, I was trying to call my sister at work to see if she took the luggages to her apartment. Andrew and Morgan were just staring at the both of us raising our voices to each other cos of our mang zang-ness. -.-" In the end I had to drag Julian and Cong to my sis apartment to find a luggage before our dinner date and we came out of it with no luggage at all! My dad was the culprit after all for quietly lending my small luggage to someone else without saying anything.

Bloody hell please.

Me and one of my favourite senior in high school. He's the cutest and NICEST! :)

I love the fact that I went BU4, one of the best decisions I've made. Everyone is friends with everyone no matter the age difference and they're all really awesome people. It was just some random decision to go karaoke while we were skyping the other night. It's weird but who knew just 2 people karaokeing could be so fun! Compete singing like siao. Dropped him off at Loong's house sulking cause they were going to the Arsenal game at night. I was suppose to go with Khairil even though I'm no football fan but it would be nice to go watch a game with friends, no? :(

Meet my new gay friend from New York, Christopher and Shelby helping me dye my hair!

I felt like a queen. Could have did it myself but 2 people helped me do it instead hehehhe. Still cannot believe that he came back from Bangkok the same day as me, that sucks because we didn't get to shop together there. They were both so cute lah, trying to cover all my roots and were so worried they left a spot out, so they ended up pulling my hair like crazy.

I wanted a really dark dark brown colour but I don't think I should use Liese dye anymore because as awesome as it may be, the colour is 2 or 3 shades lighter on my hair. The colour effect is browner than it should be on my hair all the time. I bought the darkest chocolate brown of theirs already and it's still quite light. :\

Everyone spending time mahjong ing with my mama all evening we only had our dinner at 930pm. Lol.

As busy as I may be at times, I'll always try to make time for my one and only mummy. Include her in movies, dinner and mahjong. I'm such a nice daughter, no? :))

Am watching a movie and clubbing tonight. To be perfectly honest, I'd rather stay at home and read a book but I am super DEPRESSED because of my results so I'm going to go all out. Have a nice day.

Sad to be back from Bangkok. :(

2011-07-12T02:57:00.006+10:00

My new clothes and favourite picture of the trip!

(Note the fake Longchamp bag at the left corner. Lolol.)

There is another picture super ke ai one but post up on next post lah.

I am really very sad to be back cause you see, I love Bangkok even though the weather is like damn blardy hot. If the weather is better, I wouldn't mind living there! Helloo? Duck red curry? Beef green curry? Pad thai? YUMMY! Another reason why I am sad is because my results are out today which is the same day as I am back and I am super scared. :\

But nevermind that, I am not going to check it right now. Like I said on twitter, I am going to relish all my new clothes at the moment (going to parade it to Kenny on skype in like 5 minutes, lololol) and only die checking my results tomorrow.

So yes, I am pretty happy with my buyings this time because I've learned my lesson. I only bought the ones I KNOW I will wear, the ones that are comfy(not rubber types cos all the clothes I bought last time I ended up never wearing half of them!), and the ones after I bargained. I really bargained quite a lot and am pretty proud of myself to have bought many stuff including clothings, bags, slippers, accessories, food, massages and stuff for friends all for only RM1000!

I never asked for more money and only used the ones I had. Never even changed any USD or Msian ringgit! I think my sister spent bout 3 or 4 times more than me though, she.is.siaoz.

Kenny waiting! Bye!

PS:

A must watch of BERSIH rally. I cried okay! Even though I missed it, but I've seen enough after watching this video. The guys english is quite bad, but it really is worth 12 minutes of your time. It is very very sad. Malaysia oh Malaysia...

Adventure day #2!

2011-07-07T05:24:00.004+10:00

Road trip down to Malacca with my peeps. :)

I'm suppose to be sleeping now because I'm seriously having LACK OF SLEEP for the past few days! Plus, I haven't packed for Bangkok trip on Friday. Another tiring day today, after lunch with Sim at WIP, headed to Sungei Wang/Timesquare with Andrew and Morgan via the subway (walked like shit). Then headed to Kepong for some butter crap for dinner and mahjong after. :)

Anyway, I really like the pictures taken from Charlson and Mings camera from Malacca so I need to share it before I can get a peaceful sleep.

Been thinking bout the food while I was in Melbourne already so decided to just took the chance and drive down there with friends for the first time without the presence of my mum for once!

IT. WAS. FUN.

The one and only chicken ball rice for lunch, of course. :)

This is just too fucking funny. Shlops for being too tall.

Pure laughter!!

Click to enlarge if you can't see our sohai faces properly!

So yes, we each bought a hat from Jonker Street, except Leanne.

So cute! They were eating some egg ice cream.

Layer cake.

Donkey kong and I always bullying each other, as usual. :)

MY ONE AND ONLY SATAY CELUPPP!
The only reason I wanted to go Malacca actually. But we didn't really eat that much because we were already quite full from the other food we stuffed ourselves with.

Bought home putu piring, o-chien, and char dao kuey for the family. YUMMAY.

And the baby that got us there and back with no problems. SO GUAIIII.

I swear it was damn funny looking at each of them sleeping with their mouths wide open on the way back home. I was busy singing to myself the whole 1 and a half hours to keep myself awake and they didn't even stir to my voice and music! There are many more pictures on FB, donkey was like our personal paparazzi snapping at our every movements and he even took every single detail of our foods and the things we passed by.

Anyway, Transformers tomorrow then steamboat with my 2 favourite boys. And I'll be off to Bangkok the day after so, till then!

So many people to meet, so little time.

2011-07-04T03:31:00.082+10:00

Playing pool at Kota D.

Winner change partners. And I self include myself in a few rounds(and only won 1 game out of maybe, 3? Lol), but other than that....

I camwhore lor.

Sometimes I wish I was a boy. It's so easy to make friends. I mean, every time I intro boys to boys, they click right away, no matter the age difference. I don't know is it because the people I know are just much more friendlier than normal or boys are indeed nicer when it comes to making friends, but I am just going to go with the second option. They could talk bout anything at all, especially when it comes to football. Boys are just somehow more carefree and easier to talk to, whereas girls would give bitch stare, whisper whisper, get jealous by appearance, feel like the person are already 'bitchy' without even talking, etc. A bit wtf lah ok.

I am not only saying this because I encountered with some people who did those things to me just a few days ago.. but really, it is rare to click right away with girls I just met. Maybe something is just wrong with me. :S

Like they say, Face Problem.

Last day spending time with Mengpei because she's going back Perth on Wednesday already... mmmmm. It was a nice outing, everyone couldn't stop talking all the way throughout lunch. I'm glad I got to see her one last time :), now we gotta wait another..... 5/6 months! And we watched Monte Carlo, it was quite nice.

Going to watch Transformers 3 on Thursday, o.m.g. I. a.m. s.u.p.e.r. e.x.c.i.t.e.d. t.o. s.e.e. J.o.s.h.D.u.h.a.m.e.l. & B.u.m.b.l.e.b.e.e.

Adventure day!

2011-07-03T21:29:00.000+10:00

Story telling time~!

I was cleaning up my closet the other day and found this sling bag I bought many years ago from Radioactive. The supposedly one of the 'in' shop back then for us high schoolers. I never wore it out before and I wanted to, so I thought of an 'occasion' suitable for bringing this type of bag. And I thought of the minor hiking we did at FRIM back then when we were still standard 6 on school tour. I swear it was fun, we crossed bumpy bridges, pathways with flowers everywhere and rivers. Very nice lor.

So I suggested to Ming and Sum. And we were like yeah yeah lets go exercise a bit.

Google map helped a lot because I had no idea where it was, all I know was that it somewhere before Genting. We studied the (satellite) map for quite some time, wrote directions on a tiny notebook and everything.

Went to pick Sum up and had Paparich breakfast outside her place. And then I realized........ my period came!! Ahh.. went back her house to get 3 pads(lolol) and panadols. And we were on our way.. but we missed a turning and ended up going to Batu Caves/Genting. I swear we started panicking in the car, so funny. There was one point where I really thought I wouldn't mind driving up to Genting if we really get lost lor. But we finally found a U turn and found the place.

Anyway, FRIM is so big I didn't know which place was the one I went when I was young and we ended up jungle fucking trekking in the forest. TIRED LIKE SIAO but man, how we worked our thighs climbing. We only so called jungle trekked for half an hour and it felt like an hour or two. I was exhausted max, you know lah.. stamina is gone because of *cough*. But our sweats were literally dripping to the ground, the pathways were rocky and steep, it was pretty dangerous and hard to climb. I think I know why we got tired so damn fast. We were talking non stop AT FIRST and we were climbing pretty fast(especially Sum, I was literally dying trying to keep up with her speed at the back). After awhile, I was like,

" I CANNOT EDI. "
Typical Sue Zen talk when it comes to things like these lol.

I thought going back down would be much easier. Boy, was I so so wrong. It was harder with the super steep steps and trying to hold your speed walking down. We came across many uncles and aunties trekking alone and looking so calm when I was totally out of breath. I don't know how they do it. By the time we were at the car, I felt like I was floating.

Went home and kong-ed for 3 hours without bathing since I had only 5 hours of sleep the night before. Charls suggested to go the real jungle trekking one day, I think I change my mind already......

Way before we started sweating like pigs. You see how far she was already -_-!

We don't say goodbye.

2011-07-02T11:53:00.000+10:00

Love this picture with Radhya and I but too bad her eyes are closed.

With my soul sister. :) 3 of us did some real ridiculous things in the car before that, hahaha. It was suppose to be a bonding night for just Sueping and I, but unexpected things happen. We all ended up having dinner with family and then were at Mist after that. I hope we'll get to spend some more time together before I ciao.

Wern Wern and Nic, they both are so close so fast already, awawww.. and he texted me just now complaining his nipple hurting, lmao.

Baby!

So.. I am very sad because I told myself, I must learn to do the stupid light painting thingy on my camera before I hit the club where they have neon lights to have some awesome effects in pictures. But sadly, I still do not know how to do shits with the camera so the pictures are still dull as ever. HOW LAH.

Julian, Cong and I are trying to find the time to spend together nao, but it's getting hard since Cong had exams, Julian going Langkawi and Spain, me going Bangkok, etc. They complained bout me spending too much time with the girls instead and made me feel bad. ._. At least they mentioned it and we are actually really worried and at least still trying to make an effort to compromise a time and date! But seriously, it's quite hard when everyone is so busy. :( Yes, I admit I'm getting worried because they are one of my two best boys!

Anyway, am having my period cramps now and am extremely annoyed at my best friends girlfriend who is being fucking unreasonable and paranoid as usual. I wish I could be her pea-sized brain for just one day to finally understand her way of thinking. I'm also annoyed at him for not having the balls to do something bout it yet AGAIN instead of saying sorry to me all the time.

I think I'll just go sleep it off and hopefully would feel better tomorrow. Andrew and Morgan coming. <3 So happy.
Night yall.

Resized pictures, a bit blurry. Fail.

2011-06-30T01:35:00.004+10:00

At Kuchai Lama.

I really wanna go there again one day but I don't think I'll know the way, lol. Good food, good company, it felt like I never even left in the first place that night. :)

Karaoke at Redbox Pavilion.

I love this place. Tennis, basketball, squash, sauna, gym, they have almost everything? Probably the only place Charls and I spend quality time together. :)

Lust, Changkat.

Birthday boy too drunk to care.

Yknow, I am actually bored out of my skull these past few days. Bored to the extent that I was trying to watch Barbie movies but my house connection is so bad. Everyone else seems to be fine with theirs, why is mine so bitchy !? Anyway, everyone is either having class or freaking working. (I'm not trying to make you feel 'obligated' to drop everything and come hang with me btw, don't worry.) But I just suddenly feel I don't see what's the point being back here when I am so bored and restless all the time. :S I really damn restless lor. You'll probably tell me "stop complaining and do something productive then". What is there to do? I am so NOT going to work because this is my time to have fun and relax before next semester starts. I am going to find a part time job and study at the same time too, it's going to be hectic since I was already struggling with assignments and stuff in the beginning, studying abroad is so challenging somehow.. I needed to work extra hard to keep up. But as I was saying, I am going to give it a try. What is there to work here for less than a month anyway? :( Anybody free and wanna spend time with me? Just give me a hollaaaaaa. Actually I'm not free tomorrow, Friday and Sunday, fyi. LOL.

Randomz.

2011-06-29T01:03:00.003+10:00

2009/2011

" Great friendship requires two main things.

First is to find out the similarities and second is to respect the differences."

Hahahaha really look like pig when I did the pouting last time because of my braces! If you've noticed... she's always on the left in pictures, and I'm on right. We always position ourselves first! Some things never change, she'll always be my girlllll. :) Oh, how time flies. If only it could just freeze in time back then.. we'd be happy forever in high school. Where the "I come stalk you, you come stalk me" by walking pass each others classes on purpose whenever we could. And our hearts would skip a beat and butterflies start kindling in our tummies whenever we see our crushes. The placing love letters under our desks during recess, sneaky peeky. The sending Valentines Day gifts to our crushes and also best friends. Etc. I'd say, form2 and 3 were the best of my high school times. It was fun fun FUN! Puppy love so simple and nice!

Well, I started realizing when I was out talking to a few female adults(will not tell names) one night. Their love lives are so darn complicating and while they were explaining.. I realized behind each story lie something much more deeper. For once, I didn't know what advice to give or what to say to make them feel better. Felt so dumbfounded, everything they said made me just think, think, think and tried to understand. All the commitment, loyalty, compromising, marriage, blah blah blah. There were a few advices I got,

" Find someone who loves you more than you love them. // Us girls need to be selfish at times in order to survive. // Stop caring about other peoples' feelings as long as you're happy."

I swear I was like HUH? All I thought was 'I disagree!' But I guess I would never get those lines until I, myself go through the same ugly phase (which I hope I won't have to?!). At the mean time, I'm so glad I'm not old YET to experience all these things. So heartbreaking and at the same time it's confusing the shit out of me. This is the first and last time I'll mention about this. Living my teenage years now, will definitely not think about that. Yay?

- Shit, I just reread what I wrote and have no idea what am I saying. Does it make sense? I really wanted to say something out of all of these but I can't find the right words and sentences to, and I'm ending up confusing myself with my own words. Wah liao, forget it lah.

Let's shineeeeeeeee.

2011-06-28T01:05:00.000+10:00

My new toys from Sephora. :D
(Ok the brush I got from body shop lol.) The palette is so huge, makes me like it even more! Overall, am very happy with the products I bought.

So it was my first time going to the outlet here in KL, it's quite big inside. The cosmetic girl told us that Too Faced by Sephora is really good too, especially their foundation. But since I have huge holes in my wallet now I shall wait a little while longer to pick up a few products from that brand too.

This is how it's going down, going down, going down.

2011-06-26T05:27:00.017+10:00

Even after cutting my hair, the stupid annoying fringe is still so annoying. ~.~

Am very tired now, tired and sleepy. But I can't stop listening to this song of our beloved local star, Mizz Nina. This time she featured Flo Rida in her second single! So coolz.

It's called Take Over. Do check it out, it's really awesome.

-
I was looking through all my old posts in my old blog, I realized I could really tell stories and express my feelings back then. Why can't I do it anymore? :S Here's one to 'relish' old memories... what an experience! Along with the others of my phone dropping into the school toilet hole, walking barefooted because someone stole my flip flops, falling down a flight of stairs, etc.

First CAR BREAK DOWN while driving:
Today, Ming and I headed over to Bangsar for lunch since I had things I had to do there, and at the same time I haven't been hitting the boutiques for quite some time already. Everything was fine except one or two encounters with .. uhm, nevermind. When I started the engine when we decided to head home, there was this yellow icon that popped out on the screen. I couldn't recall what I did to have this thing popped out all of a sudden and I was pretty worried so we thought it was best to just hurry home. When we got out to the main road and there was a traffic light, I started to break.I said..

" Ming, somethings wrong with the car. It feels weird. "

It was vibrating. O.O And when I accelerated when the light turned green. The car in front of me shooted off. And mine? IT JUST DIED THERE AND THEN. All lights on the screen started blinking red scary lights. Ming and I just stared at each other for bout 5 seconds or so in a moment full of silence before realization kicked in that the car really justttt died. Then of course, we started screaming and shouting. No, I did not cry. Surprisingly, I was calm after the first few minutes actually. Big shocker there. Ming on the other hand, was laughing hysterically. Can you believe it? My best friend was laughing shitless while we were in the middle of a crisis.

" WHY.ARE.YOU.LAUGHING.THIS.ISN'T.SUPPOSE.TO.BE.FUNNY. "
" I don't know! I just feel like this is so damn interesting and funny. HAHAHHAA..........."

Uhm yeah. Right. You weren't the one behind the wheel!
I switched on the hazard lights and called my mum for help. She decided to call the mechanic to send a toll over. But at that particular moment, the bloody mechanic was out somewhere and his phone wasn't with him so she said my dad would come get me.

Like, DIUUUUU LORRRR??
Did she just said my dad???! I wasn't scared of the car and the horns and the glares, I was more scared of my dad. Knowing his temper and all, I thought he was going to screw me upside down for getting myself in this situation. While we were waiting, the sky turned dark and gloomy. I said I hope it doesn't rain us on. And guess what?

It freaking did.

There were horrible people horning and starting at us while they drove through. How inconsiderate can Malaysian drivers be?? I've already had my hazard lights on which means.. there.is.something.wrong.with.my.car. And it's not like it's my fault the car somehow died in the middle of the road and it's not like I am superwoman to do anything bout it. Some even gave us, or me in particular.. "THE HAND GESTURE" ! Oh oh that is just too much. There was this point when I couldn't stand it all I gave them back my very own hand gesture too. My one and only middle finger lor. :D I know I know, vry dai dam of me. But I'm one big fightercock so it's just in my nature to do it, I can't help it. :\

We were feeling hot and stuffy. Ming was STILL laughing the whole freaking time. I had to off everything including the aircond since I didn't know what was the cause of it and I didn't wanna make everything worse, so we ended up sweating like pigs in the car. We couldn't wind down the window for fresh air as it was raining heavily outside. Looks like I somehow jinxed it when I said I hope it wasn't gonna rain. Oh wells.

Sometime through, I decided to read the manual of the car to see what was the light blinking for. There were so many lights blinking I didn't know which was the cause of it, so I just decided to look at the first light that came on when I started the car at the car park. It was a coolant something, the car apparently was over heated or something like that. So yeah. While I was talking on the phone with my mum telling her what happened and what was the blinking, she said..

" Thats why. This car has a lot of problems. Later when daddy picks you up help me convince him to change the car. It's time! "

Wah liao. What is wrong with these people, man. I was already nervous having to face my dads bulldog face already. Want me to help her talk like that in front of THAT bulldog face some more. In the end, he finally came with a mechanic after we waited for bout half an hour to 45 minutes. Shit, our faces and necks damn shiny.

MY DAD WAS LIKE MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR MAN.

Wooshh, never seen him so yeng come and save me before. By that time, the rain was coming down in torrents and everything was sort of crazy. We ran to his car, he and mechanic ran to the car to check, both parties with a hot pink umbrella. HAHA, it was the only umbrella we've got. :\ And at that time, Ming could still say....

" Eh!!! Your dad looks kinda hot wearing his working clothes!! "

(slaps head) Girl, ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?!! Even if we weren't in a crazy situation, how could you say he and his pot belly being hot, I just cannot imagine. I take back what I said! Well anyway, surprisingly he wasn't angry since it wasn't my fault anyway. The car is just an old fart with lots of problems . At least I'm not that so hai until forget to off car lights thats why battery died unlike someone, HAHA. He was a little irritated with the rain though, and I felt quite bad since he was actually on the way to Cyber Jaya for a meeting already. Oh well his daughter was basically crying for help!

I'm totally having a phobia driving that car now, even though it's now in... God knows where. I'd rather trade that piece of shit for a kancil or something super chapalang as long as it doesn't die 10 times in a few months. Overall, in another way, it was a pretty interesting experience. I mean almost all drivers has a little bad experiences here and then. That way, at least we learned right? But oh how I pray to God, I hope there isn't going to be a next time. This is definitely the first and last time I want it to happen!

It doesn't matter what I say, no matter what I do, every little thing, reminds me of you.

2011-06-25T15:20:00.007+10:00

Sam and I sleeping together for the night because of fear(thai horror movie)

I have nothing much to say.
Except I forgot how bad the customer service is here. So angry I feel like killing someone just thinking about it. Serious oneeee. I almost fought with this Maxis lady, fought with this taxi driver for my parking, got annoyed with this Popeyes cashier who took her own sweet time packing up my food and experienced death glares from Ben's waiter AND waitresses. It just seems like I've been picking fights and causing tension everywhere I go.. :(

On the brighter note, got to do the things I've been meaning to do for a long long time now.
- karaoke
- mahjong
- sauna and swimming (at least I am going to do it later)

Can't wait to go Bangkok and spend quality with my mum and sister, and the clothes!

B.O.R.E.D.

2011-06-24T17:40:00.006+10:00

Don't feel really well today. I am so lazy to "hang out", eat, or do anything besides lay on my bed and do nothing. Was watching Lord of the Rings. Am already on part II, but it's 3 bloody hours I kinda had a headache after watching halfway. Speaking of movies, been watching...

X Men First Class. It was really good, oh Eric!
Kungfu Panda. It was okay, everyone would most probably agree baby Po is the most adorable animal in animation! But I much prefer the first one.
Tonight, I guess we are going to watch this supposedly new scariest thai horror show called Laddaland. The reviews about it is really good and everyone says it scared the crap outta them. So, we shall see.

Am finding on youtube how to do light paintings with my canon s95(still dunno, harhar), connection here so slooOoow though. Geram!!

Home sweet home.

2011-06-21T13:34:00.007+10:00

So I've been back home 3 nights, excitement is starting to wear off(I have no reason why also :( but it just is). Of course, I'm so happy to meet up with my friends, and I still have many more to see! But somehow I still feel lonely as ever. Sigh, nothing satisfies me.

On the night I arrived, straight away went to Madina to drink 2 big glasses of orange juice with Ming, Leanne and Charlson. I missed the overly sweet orange juice at mamaks I swear. :D

Sunday, it was dad's birthday and also fathers day. Went for drinks after with baby Jo and sister.

Yesterday, had lunch at Pavilion with Ming and Mengpei, and we went karaoke. Then at night it was time to meet Khaiii. Nothing ever changed, he couldn't stop calling me a ball(fat) and his perfume still lingers around me till now. We had dinner at Souled Out and then headed down to KL for shisha and also went prostitute hunting. It was fun while it lasted cause we literally went to hunt them in a few places, ok not we, He and Dan. Boys will always be boys, so mean to disturb them. The TRANS prostitute are just just damn scary, the normal prostitutes were plain ugly. But noooot bad, when they didn't disturbed any, there were a few that wanted them instead. When we went to eat loklok, suddenly so many came and surrounded us pretending they wanna eat too! And the loklok owner started scolding them in chinese saying,

" You always stand there waiting for customers only don't wanna come eat. Now you see customers eating here you all come and crowd my van pretending you wanna eat. So congested now cause of you guys here we don't have place to move around, go back there and wait! "

Am suppose to be doing my hair today but I'm waiting for mum at the doctors. This is the part where I hate, not be able to do anything at home waiting to go out. Ahh, sien!!

And I can't wait to see my darling WAI SUM! She got back from Bangkok last night! Yay!

Annie missing.

At the Hills at Damansara Heights. Thats a cocktail by the way, looks like that thingy to water plants, no?

Bestfriends!

Daniel and I.

I'll post up my new look next! :)

I sort of can't wait to see you? :)

2011-06-18T14:27:00.000+10:00

Still reluctant to go to bed........

2011-06-17T01:01:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Black Jesus - Amen Fashion by Lady Gaga

My hair colour looks like pee it's so disgusting. Can't bloody wait to fix my hair, it's annoying the shit out of me. As for the colour, black or dark brown? Dilemma, please help!

By the way, this picture was taken 3 months ago. And confirm will get scolding if they found out I was actually camwhoring, lol!

This is what I call a productive day lol.

2011-06-16T17:46:00.004+10:00

Woke up bright and early at 9am.

Cleaned up the house - vacuuming, laundry, washing the dishes. I came to realize I hate seeing things being dirty, so yes, I must clean clean clean. So unlike me right? I guess I didn't notice when I was having a maid in Malaysia.

Cooked brunch.

Went to an appointment with the counselor at uni to discuss about my f.u.t.u.r.e. For the past few years, it seemed like everything I chose was all wrong. At least for now, things are set in the right direction. For now.. for now. I swear I thought my future was doomed for a second there.

Resumed my packing a little bit when I got back and finally had the time to organize my songs and transfer them to the ipod for my flight back home. I have a tonnes of new songs downloaded but I never got the time to arrange them properly!

Going for Zumba in another 2 hours to exercise.

And probably am gonna watch yet another movie after dinner with a warm hot chocolate(we watch movies practically every night, which I likeee!!).

So.. this is my definition of productive lor. At least I get things done and I feel damn bloody satisfied now.

Days seem to past really fast, ey? Another 2 days and I'm back home! Am going to try to attend Charls party after I land, let's hope my flight isn't going to be delayed. Excuse me Liu Ming Yao, you haven't replied my text yet by the way. AGAIN.

-

Isn't this beautiful? It was from that fire tower thingy at Crown.

Met up with Amandaaa.

Our wet pussies!

Yknow what, I'm damn lazy to camwhore already. Seriously. Plus, it's so cold damn hard to find the camera in the bag and all with my numb fingers.

Liberty walk.

2011-06-15T23:55:00.005+10:00

For the past 2 weeks, I've just been nerding at home because.. surprise surprise, it's the exam month for everyone. Uni is no longer like high school or college, well obviously. But I realised everything has to be studied beforehand, as in throughout the whole semester, you really have to start studying since your very first week, or first chapter, or first topic. Because what I didn't realise was how much studying there really was, and I did what I always done throughout all my studying years - start to study 2 weeks before exam for every single subject. I had to cramp everything in such little time my brain was about to explode.

Well, lesson one learned.

My exams have ended yesterday. So right now, I'm just really really really looking forward to going home. I miss everything in Malaysia. My family, friends, my dogs!, playing mahjong, my bed, the car, the overly sweet orange juice in mamaks, etc. Just a few more days till I'm really home, for a month!

I honestly cannot wait to see my little horsie running into my arms the minute I step out of the car at home. Everytime I see people here walking their dogs, I get a little envious inside. I always wish I could walk my dog that very second too when I look at other people. I just miss him a lot.

The best thing about me leaving is that I'm getting away from winter. As I'm typing, my fingers are so numb because it's so goddang cold! Went for a drink at the beach with some friends on Sunday afternoon, the sun was shining and we were really happy for at least some heat at the time. But when the sun went down..... it was so freezing cold while we were walking back, I couldn't feel my toes! And when I got back, my toes were freaking purple. Jeez.

Anyway, I'm babbling a bit too much here. Just thought I should update this because it's been so d.e.a.d. Will try to update more often, and not talking absolute nonsense.

Till then, xx!

P/s:
Was stalking my friends fb and found out she stalked me too! Haha.

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams.

2011-06-06T16:57:00.004+10:00

It sounds a little slower than the one I downloaded. But still so good. <3

2011-06-03T15:31:00.005+10:00

I woke up this morning and abruptly made a decision to straighten my hair again for the 3rd time in my life when I get back to Malaysia! Why? My hair looks like a mop most of the time now.. I honestly hate it because it's so thick. Many people like it and always say they wish they have as much hair as I do, but honestly?? If they have it after awhile, I doubt they would want to have thick hair anymore. It's seriously annoying like fuck okay?

Anyway, I'm just super excited to the extend that I'm writing this now lol. Because after curling my hair 2 years ago, I realized it won't be able to last long and it's hard to maintain. My curls were all gone after cutting my hair 2 or 3 times? Whereas when straightening could last for a year or 2 like how it did last time.

The only thing I'm worried about now is how my face would look like after straightening. WILL IT LOOK ROUNDER since I got fatter?? I'm still going to take that chance though.. so we'll just wait and see! :D

Oh, and check out this thai song you guys!
Inter Groove - U Got Me.
It's soooo sweet and for once, a thai girls voice who actually sounds si man. I always think thai girls are very pretty..... until they open their mouth.

And I found the prettiest transvestite ever!! She officially became a man when she was 17 and won Miss Tiffany Universe 2004 or something. Lol. the thing that fascinated me was when I was youtubeing her, she and other contestants were talking in an interview, they all still sounded super MANLY despite their pretty appearances, but she managed to sound like a girl. O.O Is it possible to change your voicebox too? I doubt so right...?

Her name is Treechada Marnyaporn.

If you dont think shes pretty I SMACK YOU. I want to look like her!!!

Even her bf is quite good looking!!!! Wtf. At least that's what I think.. apparently she has a new one who is a pro golfer or something with tattoos everywhere and has a hot body lol. But I like this one better.:D

And her photoshoot with some hot guy.... such a lucky pondan she is.

I still kept picturing her as a boy when I look at her photos though.. especially the bikini photos or when she spreads her legs, I kept looking at her vagina and think, there used to be something more in there man!! SHIT!!
Oh and don't ask me why I got into looking at thai transvestites in the first place.

And you know what I suddenly realized? MAYBE... there are many guys out there who wants to be a girl but do not have the courage to go and really change. Not like how thai people do.. since honestly, the amount of trans there is O___O. why so many? Is it because of a trend or guys really wanna be girls and it's actually okay to be a trans in their country so they just do it? Whereas guys in other countries wouldn't even dare because it is not normal for them? :\

And mind you, I'm NOT obsessed.. just mesmerized by her beauty lol.

Come undone.

2011-05-30T00:20:00.007+10:00

Listening to: The Island Part I by Pendulum

It is normal to be afraid practically almost every single time right? Am I normal? Or really just a coward? :(

Truth to be told,
I'm afraid to be here.
I'm afraid for exams next week.
I'm afraid for my future.
I'm even afraid of going back home to Malaysia.
Afraid afraid afraid..

It's so weird actually, because I was never afraid before. I mean I was, but not this much, and I was only afraid for certain things, not everything. Am just looking forward to the day all these will somehow fade away... Call me a chicken, I don't care.

So nothing much has happened. (I always say that, so boring). Besides eating a looooot. I am getting so fat it's disgusting to look. But cannot help it because the cold weather just makes me feel hungry every dang time.

Starting tomorrow, I am going to nerd every single day, at home. And hopefully, all my hard work will NOT be fruitless. I don't know how does it feel to have an exam in a university level, it's my first time so it's pretty nerve wrecking, not knowing what to expect! And to make it worse, despite the fact that there will be 1000 over students sitting in the same hall as me, the venue for the exam is right in front of a RACE COURSE. Will there really be horses in front of us that will make us distracted and start daydreaming? Is that the whole point having the exams there? To test us? I don't know.. I really hope not. We'll see.

Been overspending lately, but I cannot wait till exams are over and there will be a few more days more till I go back home. So I am going to take those few days to go shopping! Even though I really shouldn't, but yeah. I need more winter clothings, it's.so.cold and I feel so uncomfortable in everything since my body is not the same as it was before anymore. :(

By the way, here is a video of the weird guy dancing everywhere when I went ice skating at Docklands few weeks ago.. I swear he was dancing so much funnier moves before I started to record, especially OFF the rink and it made everyone turned to stare and laugh at him! But you see, there really are people out there who doesn't mind being laughed at and being thought as a weirdo as long as they are doing something they enjoy! (Even though he realized I was recording him after awhile and sort of stopped cause he felt shy, but he waved at me at the end though! haha). HOW I WISH I HAD THE BALLS LIKE HIM.

There is another video of Hocine trying to kill a cockroach(which he is afraid of lol!). Still contemplating if I should post it up. ;)

Have a great week everybody!

Lazy Sunday.

2011-05-22T12:46:00.003+10:00

It's raining outside,
We're suppose to go Albert Park for swimming(indoor, of course) but I don't know.. some sleepy pig is still sleeping.. and we have to go Victoria Market to shop for groceries first since it closes early. And I have to get gloves and more socks there! It's so cold sometimes. :( Sigh. I'm so bored right now I don't feel like doing anything else, even though I know I have lots to do for uni. Grrr.

Oh.
Is it just me or ever since Pirates of the Caribbean 3, I don't get their stories? Don't really remember what happened in Part 3 but I can definitely remember it sucked so much balls I swear, and it was 3 hours! Part 4 was shorter, and I didn't really get it at first.. but after being explained to a bit throughout the beginning of the movie, I got it. Yeah, and I only got interested when mermaids came out! I LOVE MERMAIDS. I have this crazy fantasy that they actually do exist! So yesh, the mermaids made it alright.. lol. But I don't really see the point of watching it in 3D. Gave me such massive headache!

Anyway, I really wanna watch Water for Elephants next. Elephants are soOo adorable but I'm afraid it'll suck cause Edward Cullen is acting in it and his acting seriously horrible LOL.
Anyone watched it already? How is it?

Ok, Idk what to talk about already.

You definitely a beret here cause the wind makes your hair so fking annoying?!

Whitney and I looking so hideous after all day of classes.

Omg, miss Serena so much! She is still bitchy as ever. Lol.

Eunice and I literally cat fought(??), pulling each others hair and smacking each others head until bouncer kept staring at us. Waiting to kick us out liao! o.o

With Annie and Pei Jian.
That was the first time I've seen my sister puked and puked and puked. I'm such a good sister I didn't record!! I took care of her instead. 8)

What I see everytime I on my laptop. :D His smile makes me smile, I swear! My heart melts everytime it appears. Annie says I'm getting a bit paranoid.
I think so too.

It's going to be the last week of classes, then it'll be exams. Omg, bring it on bring it on! I'm so excited and happy! Even though I'm not prepared at all cause I haven't really been studying, but I'm the exam type of person. Weird, no?

Blooper.

2011-05-19T23:41:00.000+10:00

Just one more >.<

Ian's laugh is so adorably cute! He sounds like a monkey.
And the Oh My God at the back too! x)

Ian Somerhalder, will you marry me?!!?!?

2011-05-17T21:59:00.001+10:00

So, second season of Vampire Diaries have ended. Shit, it got really exciting and made us cry like big babies and all that, and then... the season ended.

But the good part is that looks like Stefan is going to be out of the picture for Damon and Elena to be together?! :D I'm so happy! But at the same time, I don't want them to be together because I AM SUPER JEALOUS OKAY. I am so obsessed with Ian Somerhalder to the extent that I youtubed him and watched videos of him and got all paranoid bout who he was dating. So, I googled whether he was dating Nina Dobrev. And was seriously CRUSHED when a few websites said they were dating since 2010, and some said they weren't. So yeah, still hanging a little bit over here?!

I really hope they aren't dating, she's one freaking lucky son of a gun to have 2 hot guys beside her all the freaking time!! Argh. I jealous. :( And I want Ian Somerhalder to be single forever because if I can't have him, nobody can!!

Ok, I'm talking bulls. I swear I usually don't go this overly obsessed with celebrities, the only time I was was for Lee Min Ho. And now, Ian Somerhalder with his brooding good looks and charisma. ^^ Not only does he look sooooo beautiful(lol), he's so funny and seems to be joking all the time too! The difference between him and Paul are so big. :o

Found this trailer, all about Damon!! Love love love!

Okay, this is actually REALLY funny because first of all, they were all laughing cause they couldn't really understand what the heck the interviewer was saying with her accent.
And secondly, Paul Wesley's face is damn lost and confused, it's so cute to watch!!!!!!
And thirdly, Ian says "we'll be your daddy"! Ahhhh, I want to hug him and never let go. :(

They are like fkin holding hands here please -.-

You gotta admit, they 3 look so cute together..

WHY IS HE ALWAYS KISSING HER CHEEK IN PHOTOS T.T

It looks fun being in a tv show, no?

I'm just beating myself up watching all of these seriously...

ENOUGH. BYE.

Rants Rants Rants!

2011-05-16T02:51:00.008+10:00

Listening to: Charge Me Up by JLO.

Hello. I just submitted an assignment for psychology which means, I only have another minor and another major assignment to do(I'm planning not to do it actually cause I want to fail that subject on purpose but.. we'll see). I swear Monash is seriously one fussy university. There are so many instructions on how to submit one stupid assignment. But at least that one is done and over with.
The assignments are too much I don't even have time to study yet. Exam starts on 4th of June and it's only a few weeks away! There is only one thing that keeps me going though, knowing the fact that I'll be home sweet home after exams are over just makes me happy. I'M SO HAPPY.

And I cannot wait to go back and cut my super annoying ugly fringe!

So anyway, life has been pretty dull.
My birthday was fine though. I have never celebrated my birthday before, never really saw the point actually, so birthdays aren't really big deal to me. However, I somehow wished I was just back home with my friends. :| Am still home sicking!

It was raining continuously for 3 freaking days, do you have any idea how cold it was?!? EXTRA COLD. It got down until 3 degrees. It's so troublesome I had to bring my umbrella into the club.. lol. People called me retarded. :D I got molested and poked on my ass hole. Was so pissed and embarrassed at the same time I didn't know what to do except to tell my friends what he did. That guy was Vietnamese so I didn't dare to say anything like how I would so they tried to talk to him but it was useless cause he just kept walking away. And after that, his group of friends got into a huge fight they had to go out and continue fighting. -_-" Typical fights.. so stupid.

And isn't the video below funnnyyy?!
I just watched the other video of me puking, it's actually quite funny too.
" Stop it, fuck you! "
" oo meatballs. "
" Ew! Damn disgusting! "
" STOP IT!! EW!! "
" HAhahaha! She puked on her own hand!! "
" Hahaha.. Stop taking picture of me.... hahaha "
" Excuse me if you don't mind.. *flush* It's very smelly you know "
" Yuccck! Stop it! Fuck you cibai! STOP IT LA CIBAI. YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING. STOP IT. "
*giggles giggles giggles*
" Seriouslyyyyyy STOP IT BITCH. "
' Come I help you.. oh no, go wash your hands first. "
" Eh wait, you won't sleep here right..........? "

Obviously not funny when I type it out like that but I just need to show how annoying they are to that extent till I have to keep swearing all the time. HAha. Seriously keep recording every single thing I do lor.

Picture time!!

My birthday dinners :)
There is Italian food, Brazilian food and Greek food! No wonder I gained weight eh? Life is too good to care bout weight man. Everybody just eat!!

I had lots of cupcakes! Everybody so sweet! :))

Haha there were so many funny shots! But annie kept moving when she was in the pics so it was all blur except these. :\

My lovely sister and hocine <3

Rio!

The person who took EXTREME care of me.

Mengkitt reminds me of sueping, whom I miss so so much :(

Ice skating at Docklands

It was quite fun ler. I noticed I always don't know how to skate every single time I go, but after someone pulls and guides me after a few rounds, I'll get the hang of it already. Haha, my feet hurt like a bitch though! And Sim walked so damn funny in skates! I have a video of this dude who just couldn't stop dancing in the middle of the rink and also OUTSIDE of the rink, it was really funny to watch.

Will post it up next!
Good night :)

I wish snakes didn't exist..

2011-05-09T01:48:00.014+10:00

Listening to: Bad Romance by Halestorm.

Many people believe me when I say I'm afraid of snakes cause well, almost everyone is afraid of something. In my family, I'm afraid of snakes and other reptiles and a few amphibians but mostly snakes. My big sister and mum are afraid of cockroaches, my second sister is afraid of birds(yes it's weird) and my dad who is the biggest one of us all is afraid of rats. Myth of elephants afraid of mice might just be true in this case.....

However, many people don't believe me when I say I am even afraid of images, shapes, fake rubber or even soft toy snakes. Seriously lor, they would just laugh at me saying I am silly but what can I do if I am really that afraid of snakes?! The other day when we went to the zoo, I already said I didn't wanna go to reptiles section.. wah liao, still got dragged to the place and when I saw the drawing of some big fat yellow snake on the wall, I started quivering and hid behind Jo already. Hocine also made me cry once when he threw a fake orange soft toy snake at me in the car.

Anyway, here's a video of me responding to a fake rubber snake Hocine bought to scare me for only $2(no wonder he bought it). And I bet he is going to use that to bully me back whenever I bully him in the future. :(

The story was suppose to be like this.
I chose a gym pants and he bought it for me as a birthday present. And at the same time, he bought a fake rubber snake too without me knowing. He said he was going to go back and wrap it for me so I can open it up, ACT SURPRISE so they could take a picture. I was like okay, fine. Totally unaware he planted the fake snake inside. One word: asshole.

Excuse the messy hair, I did not comb lol. And I normally don't sound like that okay. I only sound like a baby through phone or recordings.. etc.

DAMN ZHA DOU RIGHT. No wonder they kept giggling while I was opening it and I was wondering what's so amusing some more it was lame pretending to act surprise when he didn't even wrapped it PROPERLY.

I started crying after the video stopped. Okay not cry lah but teared!
& I wanted to say 'you so kiam siap why still wanna waste money on these nonsense' and Ann showed me the snake and I knew she was going to throw it at me already!

That night, they even recorded me puking when I came home drunk balls face kissing the toilet bowl. I swear I come here entertain them only. BUT, it's certainly funny to watch.. like, now. Hehe.

Enjoy!

Iphone vs Blackberry.

2011-05-04T14:20:00.007+10:00

I think if you ask to choose between those two, sad to be able to predict that majority of people would choose Iphone. Cause of the apps apps apps right? I admit, they're pretty cool. And blackberry is the 'boring' one.

But really.... I HATE IPHONES. I don't even really know why I hate Iphones so much. I can only give you 1 reason- it's a touch screen. I hate touch screens. Don't ask me why I got a bb torch which has a really big touch screen though.. but at least it has keypads too!! Am still a little held back at technology, I don't want to accept the fact that a lot of phones are now touch screen. .__.

The thing is, the stupid fucking touch screen drains my battery like crazy. Maybe it's why every iphone users say their battery life sucks big balls. The battery life of bb bold I used last time could last me at least 2 or 3 days. And now, I have to charge this phone EVERYDAY! :( Mafan like crazy please..

I love my bb and will forever be a loyal bb user.

However......... must admit iphone's camera is very good(picture quality like real camera wtf) and the photo apps are very cooOolz.
See. Even though I hate them but I still praise them. Not bias at all. Some people should stop saying I am and keep trying to prove Iphone is soooooooo much better. -__-" They both have their pros and cons and I just prefer blackberry that isss allllll.

Anyway, a few pictures from Edna and Jo's phone I like.

She looks so cute! xp

Oh, and I was thinking of getting myself another tattoo for a birthday present to myself. Just a thought though.. am still contemplating. Shall surprise you guys if I ever decide to!
Byeeee.

I cannot "tahan"already I need to show you guys how cute my dad looks!

2011-05-03T23:50:00.002+10:00

It's been only 3 months since I've seen him. Even though it's a bad thing he got fatter and sort of shrink that fast, but mummy and daddy are just tooo cuteeeeeeeeeeee.

My sisters commented and said how they pity the poor pony for someone as fat as him to sit on such a small animal. And my mum replied and said that he was so happy he got the poor pony to actually gallop FASTER!!!HAHAHAH ROFL. DAMN POOR THING CAN.

I literally laughed out loud looking at all these.. xD

Cuteness MAX with her hot red beannie!

Holiday has ended.

2011-05-01T03:35:00.001+10:00

Our day at the zoo. lol lol lol. This picture is quite cute I must say.

Me with FAKE specs everyone seems to be wearing... I think I look like a professor. 8)

It's 3.30am.
It has been a really long day. Sleep first!! Update properly another time!

Easter/semester break!

2011-04-27T02:01:00.008+10:00

Listening to: Surrender by Digital Daggers.

I really really really love the holidays.

Even though it's suppose to be our study break but hello, it's the time for us to chill and have some fun and meet up with people cause we were too busy to when classes were on!

So far, it has been pretty good. Mainly cause Joey is here so it's the prefect excuse to go all out! And to get her to meet with the people I've been hanging with here. But of course, we don't meet up everyday though, she has her cousins to spend time with too.

So I got to meet up with Janice the other day - watched Fast 5 which was really good, had hot choc at Max B, ate fries, talked, etc. :) Then, Sim and Yi Jzen came to pick me up for pool and a few drinks..

I also got to hang out with Supin again. She stayed over my place for 2 nights and we went to the beach, ate indian food, watched Black Swan, had hot pot, talked, laughed, had fun. :)

In between those hangouts, Joey and Edna joined us for sunset watching at the beach, clubbed, drank cocktails at Crown, and gambled a bit at the casino. Which was really funny cause people cashed out hundreds of dollars after gambling, and we cashed out $6.50.

In front of the state library

I LOOK NAKED OMG

We are sooooo romantic I swear. Haha!

Crown

I love these two! They get their own special collage!

A day tanning at the beach.

And when the sun was going down....

Will post up a seriously beautiful shot of the sun setting on FB soon.. it was so clear and red!

Look at how HAPPY she was.

Ladida

Was too lazy to take everything but these are the typical drinks we had. :)

I straightened my hair that night if you could see in a few pictures. I miss having straight BLACK hair. Need to dye it back already. It looks so ugly. :\

& as I was combining the pictures up.. I just realized we were at that super tiny place they call a club -.- and didn't check out the other one. Which in my opinion, is damn wasted lahh.
But basically, everyone I knew was gone that night, I think. I remembered a loooot of screaming and woohooing and the words 'shots, drunk, water, dance, toilet, vomit, wash face'. I was surprised at myself for not getting kicked out of the place by the bouncer. I was a little over the stage where my heart started pumping and body started shivering and I just felt like dying. Yeap, but not as bad as all the other times I was drunk back in Malaysia though.

We didn't dance as much, but when we did.. we (actually more of me) went freaking crazy I even took off my shoes. o.o And I stepped on broken glass which hurt like a bittttttchhhhhhh! Things we did that night should not be repeated. I am so embarrassed! :x

By the way,
if any of you are planning to watch The Roommate starring Leighton Meester, Minka Kelly & Cam Gigandet. With a lot of kelefehs such as Aly Michalka, Billy Zane, Matt Lanter, Danneel Ackles(love her!), Nina Dobrev & Katerina Graham from Vampire Diaries.

CAST MAKES IT SOUND SUPER NICE MOVIE TO WATCH RIGHT!
But sadly, the show kinda sucks. Don't waste your money and just download it online if you really wish to watch it. It's damn boring lah I cannot tahan I just had to say something.

Anyway, few more days of holidays to go..
Till then!

Neverland

2011-04-24T02:23:00.001+10:00

Just a few pictuers cause I am boredz.............

I came home early today!! *prouds*

Baby Jo & Edna who flew in from M'sia and Brisbane the day itself!

Sue Sue

Ken Ho && Chi who flew in from Adelaide!

Wahliao, I srsly cannot tahan my fringe already. Please faster just grow longer. T.T It's like stuck in the middle where it is not short and not long either. Super hate it. So ugly can!

Sook Huey who flew in from Adelaide too and Adelineeee :)

That's it for now..
Easter/mid term break has been good so far!
And go watch Fast Five! It's pretty damn good!!

Leaves are falling, winter is coming..

2011-04-21T03:26:00.000+10:00

Botanical garden

Point Nepean (Looking super ugly that day but scenery was bootiful)

All the good foods.

There are too many pictures if you sum up all 3 cameras together. But, we had fun while mummy came to visit. :) Now everyone is dieting, eating healthy food everyday, and saving money.
Next visit is my beloved Joey Kong!
Woohoo I can't wait!

Friends for a lifetime.

2011-04-19T10:35:00.006+10:00

Am in the library right now.. I am suppose to be doing my assignment but I couldn't help it. Must write a blog post for Leannnnnne Mong cause it's her birthday today. (This is going to be your third lucky wish, lady)

And.....

We've been friends for 14 years!
It is pretty much a big deal cause we were just tiny little girls in the same class together in kindergarten when we first met.
Kindergarten -> primary school -> high school -> college -> university = Still friends!

We've been through so much together; the ups and downs, holidays and trips, laughter and tears etc. She was even the one who taught me how to ride a bike when we were only like..... how old were we? 12? What she used to motivate me to finally ride on my own without her hand steadying me from behind was to "PASS THE (dead) RAT!!" And I forced my daddy to buy me a bike after I learned how to and we would always cycle around the park and made dogs chase us ever since then.
Transferred all my pictures to my hard drive
but I found one picture of us in my laptop!

Bangkok

Don't go saying why go all the way to Bangkok eat BBQ Plaza ah...
BBQ plaza IS from Bangkok so must go try try and test test to see if it tastes the same or different mah right? But.. I sort of remembered it was almost the same anyway. Only a few extra things that didn't sell in Malaysia. :S Omg, I miss bbq plaza..............

Accompany me go eat it when I get back okay, Leanne?! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I LOVE YOU.

Shoe lovers with enough $$ should visit Australia!

2011-04-17T18:23:00.003+10:00

Honestly,

Australia has really really really really nice shoes.

I mean.. left and right I go.. whatever shoe shop I pass by, I'll spot at least one shoe I want!! The thing is, why must they all be so bloody expensive?

Am not really a shoe crazy person, seriously. But.. I do like to have em.
Am not those who are gaga over super weird extravagant looking shoes. But.. I do like em simple.

Almost bought a pair of super sexy 5inches heels today for only $40 though cause I went to a factory outlet. But but.. something just told me I would fall down flat on my face and break my ankle if I ever wear it out. So I decided not to................ :(

And I spotted the exact shoe I've been looking for for awhile now, the thing is, it was super expensive can! Will definitely save some money to definitely buy it in the future.. There are lots of other similar looking ones but somehow the one(and also other shoes) at Tony Bianco just caught my eye and really made me want to buy it. They're so simple and pretty~

Someone give me $189.95 pleaseeeeeee. Harro?! Exact same colour I wanted some more.

I would love this if it came in red or smtg...

$199.95 for this thang, damn it.

I dowan to go look for the other shoes I've seen from other brands online already, break my heart only. See ya.

A few laughs.

2011-04-14T14:22:00.006+10:00

#Nowplaying Don't stop the party by Black Eyed Peas

BEPs new album is damn awesome seriously!! So is Nicole Scherzinger, Britney, Avril(her songs are so mature now) and Edward Maya! Go go go download. They won't disappoint you if you have the same taste in music as me. I like any kind of music, especially the ones with good beats!

Anyho, gonna show you some quite the funny pictures we took over the past few weeks. It might not be funny to you, but it is pretty funny to me.

PLUS, I need something to make me laugh cause I feel so sad and guilty right now. I swear this year isn't a good year for me, especially when it comes to water. There were so many incidents that happened to me which had something to do with water, and trust me, they ain't something minor. Who knows man, I might get electrocuted while I bathe or something in the future.. zz. Touch wood first.

Yesterday, was the first day I decided to bring my laptop to uni. (forgot to bring adapter, damn smart) and it was so goddang heavy together with my other books, and it started to rain so heavily when I wanted to go back. I was so soaked with my laptop bag and all.. was totally paranoid wondering if my laptop was spoiled. When I got home, found Jenyin's mail in the letterbox which was all drenched with water. :(

Then, when the rain subsided for quite awhile already, I decided to 'exercise' to the supermarket to get some essentials.. And guess what? It suddenly started to pour again out of the blue.. I was half frozen by the time I reached the supermarket. Didn't realized I bought about 10kg of drinks and it was super crazy heavy, the plastic bag tore by the time I came home. Thank God for that.

Today, I almost spoiled the vacuum cleaner. ._. almost though, but I managed to fix it. And I flooded the entire toilet thanks to the washing machine. Panicked x1000 when I heard water rushing out from the toilet and when I went to look, the whole entire scene totally made my heart beat like crazaaahh! And I spoiled the weighing machine. .__. It's right next to me now and I've been secretly begging it to wake up on me cause I need it so badly lah actually. Pathetic. no?

Am so worried now until I wasted 2 hours cleaning up the mess I made. And officially do not have the mood to do my last 2 assignments before Easter Break starts next Friday (Thursday for me, hehe).

Ok, picture time.

SISTERS

This isn't funny though. But I love it. So I will post this first. :p

He said he could carry the both of us. But even ''transferring'' me over from Anns back to his back also cannot! My boobs squashed like pancake it Hurt. Thus, the face.

One smiling, One blowing out her burned marshmallow, One giving the wtf look because the darn thing couldn't stick in!

A monkey on bamboo trees?

I swear we tried like 20 TIMES. LOL. They were all super duper funny. I decided to pick the least funniest one actually cause the others are really embarrassing! Got one could see the pumps my mum was wearing flew out!! I think out of the 20 tries, there were only 2 shots where we were all fully up in the air. #PHAIL.

Doesn't she look like she's dancing??

Before you say anything...
in my defense, there were like a gazillion damn birds around you looking at the bag of food you're holding. And they would just randomly fly towards your FACE and land either on your hands or shoulders. Don't tell me that's not scary? And sometimes, they would fight to stand on you. Plus, they were quite heavy man. Oh well, I was screaming like nobodies business at first. But after awhile, it got okay. I think I managed to entertain other people that were there..

Quite lazy to slowly search for some more funnier ones. This is all I remember for now, but there is another one though which is the funniest one of all. Am not gonna post it up though, it's super duper ugly you'll never look at me the same way again. :X
I shall go try to start on my assignments now. BYE.

Let me show you.....

2011-04-11T11:32:00.001+10:00

WHAT WE'VE BEEN EATING SINCE
MUM CAME!

Dinner at Pancake Parlour with desserts which was super duper good. Have you ever ate grilled fish with pancakes underneath? Seems unusual, no? Well, it is awesome lah I tell you..

& Dim Sum in the morning. Don't know why Australians call dim sum 'yum cha' instead. But I'm still calling it dim sum.

Brunch on the mountains at Miss Marples. This is one of the reason why I love the food here cause Miss Marples is famous for their scones and fish&chips. I love scones, really.

&dinner at Old Kingdom. the 4 of us ate TWO frigging peaking ducks!
&steaks for dinner at Chapel Street. Along with fried onions and baked mushrooms.

The best thai food at Lygon Street. I think there were like 7 dishes and I ate 4 plates of riceeeee. .__. And we went to eat Freddos ice cream for dessert some more. *slash throat*

& then morning breakfast of croissants and french toasts at Rye.

Korean food at Little Bourke Street.
We ate like 4 different types of meat. Oh lord, seriously.. too..much..meat.

Another favorite of mine - Little Lamb buffet steamboat
Breakfast at Chapel Street
Dessert at Pancake Parlour
& Hachis parmentier(see the baked potatoes with cheese on the bottom right? I cooked it xD)

A combination of INDIAN FOOD *love love love love!
Fried dumplings and noodles at China Town
Pizza and salad at Little Flinders Lane
& just brunch at Bridge Road.

Make note that there were a few meals we were too hungry to take pictures so there weren't included in the pictures. :x So there, all the 2kg I've gained are from all of the above. Heh heh.

Graduation

2011-04-11T09:53:00.004+10:00

My best friend back home says she is sick and tired of looking at the orang utan's face whenever she comes in this site already. Hehehe.

Sorry I've been pretty busy since my mum came over last week. But.. she just left yesterday. :( So, I guess I have a little more time to blog now and then. Hmph, since she came from day 1. It was going out and eating good food every single flipping day! Not that I'm complaining. But.. in just a week,

I GAINED 2KG. -.-

Now it's the opportunity to eat sucky and healthy food to lose them all again cause I really, really, reaallly don't wanna have to start going to the gym. ._. Blehh, it's so sad that the house is now empty again now that she's gone though. :(
Sudden nostalgia, can't wait to go back in JUNE!

First and most important of all, was Anns graduation at Geelong.
Even though it was already her second graduation and I've been to the first too, and it was still pretty darn boring, it's certainly better going for journalism classes and plus, to show support man and I get to spend time with my mum too. So whee.

I will be back for more!
Xxxx

I found the cutest couple ever!!

2011-03-31T12:24:00.002+11:00

This is from an email and it was really so cute I just HAD to share! Mainly bout true friends and I'm not talking bout human friends, I'm talking bout animals.

I shall just copy paste whatever the email said now-

So, after losing his parents, this 3 year old orangutan was so depressed he wouldn't eat and didn't respond to any medical treatments. The veteranarians thought he would surely die from sadness. The zoo keepers found an old sick dog on the grounds in the park at the zoo where the orangutan lived and took the dog to the animal treatment center. The dog arrived at the same time the orangutan was there being treated. The 2 lost souls met and have been inseparable ever since.

The orangatang found a new reason to live and each always tries his best to be a good companion to his new found friend. They are together 24 hours a day in all their activities.

Swimming, their favorite pass time!

More an a friendly shoulder to lean on!

Only posted a few pictures but.. oh my gosh, so cute kan?!

TRUE FRIENDSHIP PEOPLE, TRUE FRIENDSHIP.